mattosan
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i am so beaten down in my stand for our marriage...i continue to pray and things have come a long way but it takes for ever ...everyday is a burdon to hold the line and not give up...the holidays are coming and i dred the thought of it..our anniversary
was so depressing and i cant bear the thought of what the holidays will be like..i know i shouldnt complain because it could be so much worse than it is and i feel like a broken record of some country song ...but the truth is I HURT
and the pain doesnt go away or seem to get easier...my wife seems to be pulling away and its not because i have been pressuring her, i havent, i have been trusting god to do it all..i am stuck in this spot..i cant bear the pain of standing but i cant walk away...the memories of our lives together haunt me all day long....lord please, please hear and answer..god please reconcile our marriage...please..
was so depressing and i cant bear the thought of what the holidays will be like..i know i shouldnt complain because it could be so much worse than it is and i feel like a broken record of some country song ...but the truth is I HURT
and the pain doesnt go away or seem to get easier...my wife seems to be pulling away and its not because i have been pressuring her, i havent, i have been trusting god to do it all..i am stuck in this spot..i cant bear the pain of standing but i cant walk away...the memories of our lives together haunt me all day long....lord please, please hear and answer..god please reconcile our marriage...please..