mattosan
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lord i feel so lost about now,,lord i cant seem to hold on very well to you..i feel myself wanting to run, away from you, my pain , my future,, god please give me vision, wisdom to know what you want from me,,lord please give me clear vision,,god i am in so much pain all i want to do is sleep,, lord i just want to do what is your will,,what is your will? please show me , help me to remember why i am here,, give me hope for the future and give me vision in what to hope for..lord i have been asking for you to heal our marriage and i will continue until it is healed or until i feel you have released me from this call to stand,,lord you have kept this divorce on hold for some purpose,, help me to know what it is..lord please continue to soften shannas heart,,lord you were moving us together and now it is falling apart again, i did only what you led me to do, i only loved and didnt have attitude, i poured myself out and now i am being crushed for it.. i dont understand,,please move and heal my home , my life, my marriage, my wife, my kids, all of us of the pain we are in..lord please dont be silent and give me understanding in all of this..lord you said "if my people who are called by my name will turn from there wicked ways and humble themselves and pray and seek my face , i will hear from heaven and heal their land" lord i have done all you have asked of me,,please hear from on high and answer and be true to this promise for me please..lord i ask humbly that you would heal my land, my family, my home , our lives please.. in jesus name amen