mattosan
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god has restored alot to our relationship, we are on speaking terms and spend alot of time together as a family going here and there and i should be able to be OK with things the way they are as i know these things take time but the suspence is killing me..it is so hard to not to read into everything and not lean on my own understanding..in all my ways i am trusting god to heal us but the unknown end result is scary..and the loneliness is overwhelming as soon as we go our separate ways at the end of the night.. i am overcome with all the doubts and fears of things never getting better but just staying where its at now..please pray that god will continue to work in our marriage and bring total restoration to us...also pray that god will teach me to be the best husband and dad that i could ever be for my wife and kids ...thank you all for praying for us.. you have no idea what it means to me when i come home from work or when i am just feeling down to come here and see all the prayers being lifted up to the lord on our behalf..it is so comforting to know that someone has cared enough to petition the father on our behalf..thanks again and may god bless each and everyone of you on this site and i "stand" in agreement with all of you in this prayer in jesus name...
