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Brenda222
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Lord I beg your forgiveness for the mistake I made with my employment. Lord I dont want to lose custody of my child. The dad is trying to say I am not a good mom. My lights are due for shutoff tomorrow and if I have this child in here with no lights he will surely try to prove me an unfit mom. Lord please help me so I can pay my rent for June. Lord I have struggled for a year, hustling and trying to get my rent, trying to walk where I have to go, depressed behind the job move I made. Lord I am asking my friends here to pray for me because I cant bear all this alone. I need you Lord. I have been suicidal and you saved me Lord. Lord I cannot live like this everyday. I can not live in seclusion and isolation from the world because I cannot afford to go anywhere. Lord please please help me with employment. Lord I have begged for a year. I know it will come at your time but Lord I just want to be forgiven for changing jobs and listening to the enemy. Lord please touch the peoples hearts who do not want to rehire me so they can rehire me. Lord you blessed me with this child. I am losing custody of your child. I am a good mom and want to be a better mom. Lord I am no good for this child if I cannot provide for her. Lord why did this happen to me, why did I make the wrong decision. Lord I am so sorry. I do not want a handout, I just want my job. Lord this is just too much for me to bear. Lord please help me so my life will change. Lord why is it that the ones who dog me are doing ok and I am losing everything, including my child. Lord how much more do I have to suffer. I dont want to be out in the cold. Lord this is not right for me to live my life daily and go thru so many ups and downs. This is not how you want me to live. Lord please help me. I am feeling like shouting to the top of my lungs. Lord I am afraid I will be taken away and locked up because I cannot deal with this everyday. I Love you Lord. Please help me. SOMEONE, LORD, GOD, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME, HELP ME PLEASE, I CANNOT GO THRU THIS DAILY. I made a mistake in changing jobs, listening to someone while I was depressed and suicidal from a long-relationship break up. Please Lord forgive me. Lord I am not going to kill myself I just feel I am cracking up, I feel I am seriously craking up. Please everyone pray for me, I am seriously losing it.