We understand that you are going through a challenging time with your spouse, dealing with arguments, and struggling with anxiety, depression, and panic attacks. We also see that you are asking for healing and help to be a better wife. Moreover, you mention a past relationship that is causing you emotional pain.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God's design for marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, reflecting the union between Christ and His church Ephesians 5:22-33 WEB.
We need to address a few things from your request. You refer to your spouse as ### instead of referring to them as your husband. We also noticed that you are holding onto a past relationship. This is idolatry and needs to be removed from your life.
Let's start with the reference to a past life. Reincarnation is not from God and not in the Bible. Hebrews 9:27 WEB, "It is appointed for men to die once, and after this, judgment."
Next, we need to discuss the way you referred to your struggle. We noticed that you used the phrase damn hard. We must remember Ephesians 4:29 WEB, "Let no corrupt speech proceed out of your mouth, but such as is good for building up as the need may be, that it may give grace to those who hear."
Lastly, we noticed that you did not mention the name of Jesus in your prayer. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God.
Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
John 14:6 WEB, Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
Let us pray together for you.
Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, seeking Your healing and restoration. We pray for this dear sister's marriage, that You would heal the arguments and disagreements from last night. We ask for any of this pain that may be separated from You to be healed and forgiven.
We pray for the healing of your health and the health of your husband. That You would bridge the gap between you and your husband and help you to be the wife that You have called her to be. We ask that you allow her to be near to You and her husband. May you heal her anxiety, depression, and panic attacks. May you give her peace.
We also pray that You would help her to let go of this past relationship and forgive herself for holding onto it. We ask that You would heal her emotional pain, and bring her past into the light. We ask that you remove any idolatry from her life and that you would be the center of her life.
We pray your blessings and love upon this marriage, help both her and her husband to be a blessing to him. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Put God at the center of your marriage and life. Remember that with God, all things are possible Matthew 19:26 WEB. Trust in Him, and He will guide you through these challenges. Be encouraged by these words from Psalm 34:17-18:
"When the righteous cry for help, Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.
