God bless you. It is only God that can forgive you of your personal sins. Only God. We have to come on God's standard alone not ours. So let's be in harmony, be on His standard,be in agreement with God, be on the same page with the word of God. 1st John 1:9 says "If we confess our sins, He (God) is FAITHFUL and JUST to FORGIVE us our SINS and to CLEANSE us from all UNRIGHTEOUSNESS". (FAITHFUL & JUST -true to His own nature and promises-cannot lie, He is the embodiment of truth)
FORGIVE-dismisses our lawlessness. Not only does He forgives, but He also cleanse us continuely from our sins.
It is not by your fealings, but believing in what God says for our human nature is not going to line up with God. So by faith, we trust in Him, believe, in what He says. Romans 10:14-15 How then shall they call on Him in whom they have not believed? And how shall they believe in Him whom they have not heard. And how shall they hear without a preacher?
verse 17 So faith comes by hearing and hearing the word of God. Please read Romans 10:1-21. Father I pray that You send ministering angels of salvation, ministers of the gospel of Jesus Christ to bring salvation to this man, so that he comes to know You, love You, and serve You in Jesus name. Father I also pray as he reads your words that Your Holy Spirit will open his spiritual eyes, and give him faith, and understanding of your words and apply it to himself in Jesus name.