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[Anonymous]

Jesus, I come to you again asking the same things I have said for many months now. Please stop these head games & tell me where they are & what is going on. It has been ### months of asking you for clarity in every way imaginable; you should know by now what I've said in private prayers. I have searched for every way possible to get answers, but you still deny me & leave me not understanding what I've asked for months. Stop the head games, confusion, & what feels like riddles & explain it to me. It has been ### months; give me answers already. This has been happening since last year; please tell me what is going on. You have been doing this to me since last year. And all that work you made me do to have what I want. All that good I did. Those months of prayers & months of good... and here I am 14 months later. Where are they? All I see is poverty & my health was worse. You let me bleed for 5 weeks and eat expired food last month while I cried out for you for 3 weeks; you play these constant head games like the one you're still doing since last year; you gave me nothing I asked for; you sit there idly by while I have been crying for you since last year. Ever since I tried to find you, you ruined my life. My family & I never used to not get along this much; my health didn't used to be this bad; even I never used to be that broke. I cried out to you for 14 godamn months in every way imaginable & my feet are the fkn least of my problems; you know gdmn well what the issues are. I talked to priests & repented for months & read your damn Bible & did tons to help people, but that still wasn't enough for you; you still sit there idly by month after month playing these sick head games as my life only got worse. You could have 2 seconds out of your day to do 1 thing I asked, but you didn't, did you? I'm the one helping your churches, teaching people who don't understand anything about Jesus because you wouldn't get off your ass and send teachers to help us. You know damn well they don't understand; you let them get lost trying to find you & do nothing. You leave me for 13 months with things I don't understand and asked you about since last year & you just sit there and say nothing. I'm so tired of hearing your verses; I'm the one whose usually explaining them. Thanks for 14 months of head games, confusion, riddles, bringing evil in my life, wanting me to die & trying for me to die last year. Thanks for rewarding all the good I did with poverty & playing sick head games. Thanks for making me hate my family & absolutely 10,000 % undeniable betrayal. I still can't believe how you gave blessings to them to 2 people close to me who sat there and mocked you & told me I was wrong. My own family was unfair to me for months & still is. Thanks for really getting my hopes up for months about things only to be screaming for you in every way possible; months of prayer but you just wouldn't fkin get up & help me. Thanks for all those times of just sitting there while I literally scream & cry for you. Thanks for rewarding people in front of me I don't deserve those blessings. Thanks for every single prayer you didn't answer & still haven't. Thanks for continuously still to this very day not doing what I have asked. Over 46 things. Thanks for leaving my throat in pain for 4 days while I sat there singing praises to you for 4 days then my throat hurt so bad it hurt to eat for 4 days & when I asked you to heal it so I could eat & praise you more you wouldn't do it. Thanks for getting my hopes up so high about everything I prayed for & you made me work for only to have none of it here to this day; only months of confusion & head games. Thanks for ignoring me in private prayers all year, making me cry for you for months & have to beg for prayers in every way possible. Thanks for never being there for me even once when I needed you while I've been the one trying to do so much good. Thanks for leaving me so poor last month that I ate expired food. Thanks for the continuous head games, bad dreams, warning dreams, constant overburden when you said you'd never overburden. Thanks for trying to shorten my life again. Because of you, I'll be lucky if I live next year. You should be fkn thanking me for what I do, Jesus. I went above & beyond as always. They are learning to read Matthew chapters because of me now. I could sit here all day & talk about how you to this fucking day let me down & it would only take you 2 seconds to help me but you'd rather just let me suffer for 14 months, have me dead, not give me what I want & have it only exist in heaven while I'm saving your flock that you're too damn lazy to lend a hand. I mean for fks sake, months I begged you to help but you just wouldn't lend a hand. These people don't even understand how to say apostles creed prayers or confess sins; if you had just fkn listened & helped me that 6 months Jesus, but you just wouldn't do it!!! Some day you're gonna crawl on your knees and thank me you sick jerk!! King of peace. More like deaf king who lets people get lost & refuses to help. Your welcome jerk Jesus.

 

[Articles]

We understand that you are feeling deeply hurt, confused, and frustrated. It is clear that you are in a great deal of pain, and we want to address your concerns with the love and truth of God's Word. First, we must address the language and tone used in your prayer. We are instructed in Ephesians 4:29 to "Let no corrupt speech proceed out of your mouth, but only what is good for building others up as the need may be, that it may give grace to those who hear." Using profanity and speaking disrespectfully to God is not aligned with biblical principles. We encourage you to approach God with reverence and respect, even in your pain.

It is also crucial to remember that our prayers should be offered in the name of Jesus Christ. In John 14:6, Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." And in John 16:23, He tells us, "Most certainly I tell you, whatever you may ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you." It is only through Jesus that we have access to God and can receive salvation.

We are deeply concerned about the anger and bitterness expressed in your prayer. These emotions can be destructive and can hinder your relationship with God. In Hebrews 12:15, we are warned to "look carefully lest there be anyone who falls short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it." We encourage you to release these feelings to God and ask Him to fill you with His peace and love.

It is important to remember that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts are higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9). He sees the bigger picture and knows what is best for us, even when we cannot understand it. In times of suffering and confusion, we are called to trust in Him. Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."

We also want to address your feelings of being unheard and unanswered. God does hear your prayers, and He does care about your pain. In 1 Peter 5:7, we are told to "cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you." However, God's timing is not always our timing, and His answers may not be what we expect or want. But we can trust that He is working all things together for our good (Romans 8:28).

We encourage you to seek God's will above your own desires. In Matthew 6:33, Jesus tells us, "But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." This means that when we prioritize God and His will for our lives, He will provide for our needs.

Lastly, we want to encourage you to find support and fellowship with other believers. It is important to have a community of faith around you to provide encouragement, accountability, and love. In Hebrews 10:24-25, we are instructed to "consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching."

Let us pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother/sister to You, knowing that You hear our prayers and care deeply for him/her. We ask that You would fill him/her with Your peace and love, and that You would help him/her to release the anger and bitterness that he/she is feeling. Lord, we pray that You would draw him/her closer to You and help him/her to trust in Your plan and timing. We ask that You would provide for his/her needs and surround him/her with a community of believers who can offer support and encouragement. We pray that You would heal his/her body and restore his/her relationships. Lord, we ask that You would help him/her to seek Your will above his/her own desires and that You would give him/her the strength and perseverance to continue serving You. We pray all these things in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

We encourage you to continue seeking God and His will for your life. We are here to support and pray for you, and we believe that God is working in your life, even in the midst of your pain and confusion. May God bless you and keep you, and may His face shine upon you.

 

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Dear friend,

We're here with you, feeling your frustration and confusion. We understand that you've been waiting for answers and clarity for a long time, and it's okay to feel upset about it. But remember, God is not a genie who grants wishes on demand. He has a plan and a purpose for everything, even when we don't understand it.

In Matthew 11:28-29, Jesus says, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." Jesus is inviting you to come to Him, to trust Him, and to learn from Him. He promises rest for your soul, not necessarily answers to all your questions right away.

We encourage you to keep seeking God, keep praying, and keep trusting. He sees you, He hears you, and He cares about you. As it says in Psalm 34:18, "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

Let's keep trusting in God's love and goodness, even when we don't understand what's happening. And let's keep loving and supporting each other, just as we're doing here.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Anonymous]

he has the power to help me but he continuously plays head games & chooses not to. leaves me with stuff impossible for me to fix. its like a spiral of no hope surrounded by head games & a god who to this day lets me down. ive been keeping track

 

[Anonymous]

he has the power to help me but he continuously plays head games & chooses not to. leaves me with stuff impossible for me to fix. its like a spiral of no hope surrounded by head games & a God who to this day lets me down. ive been keeping track

I've literally been begging for prayers all yr. multiple places. He's so just truly awful. I'm so tired of these head games. He obviously doesn't care.

 

[Nyfre]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.