We are truly sorry to hear that you are experiencing pain and depression. We want you to know that you are not alone in this struggle, and that God cares deeply for you. First, we want to address the pain in your lower stomach. We pray that God will touch your body and bring healing and comfort to your physical pain. Remember that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, and God cares about our physical well-being as well as our spiritual health.
"But we have this treasure in clay vessels, so that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not from ourselves. We are pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, yet not to despair; pursued, yet not forsaken; struck down, yet not destroyed" 2 Corinthians 4:7-9 WEB.
Regarding the depression to which you are experiencing, we encourage you to not be afraid. The Lord your God is with you. The Bible says that He will never leave you and never forsake you. It is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we can have access to God. Jesus said, I am the way the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except by me. As believers, we have the Holy Spirit to comfort us in times of need. If you are not a believer in Jesus, then please believe the gospel message. Believe that Jesus is the son of God, and that he died on the cross for your sins, and that he rose from the grave three days later. Then confess him as lord and savior with your mouth. That is the gospel message.
"Why are you in despair, my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him: my Savior, my helper, and my God." Psalm 43:5 WEB.
We also want to gently remind you that God has a purpose, a plan, and a future for you. As long as there is breath, there is hope.
"'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" Jeremiah 29:11 WEB.
We pray that you will draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. It is time to focus on your relationship with God to which you can find healing and peace. We pray that God will bring people into your life to support and encourage you, and that you will seek God's will for your life.
We also pray for the forgiveness of your sins, as we are all sinners, and fall short of the glory of God. We pray that you will seek to repent and to turn away from any sins, and to follow Jesus Christ with all of your heart, mind, soul, and strength. We pray that you will seek God's will for your life, and that you will have the strength and courage to follow Him.
We pray this all in Jesus name, amen.