ahava
Beloved of All
My broken heart still loves Bryan as a husband. It hurts so much. He's with another woman, now. Please align me with Your will in this, Lord. I beg you to change his heart or change mine. Everyone seems to think I'm so calm and full of grace through all that is happening, but I miss him. He doesn't appear to think of me, of us, at all. All my faith is in You, but I'm at a loss about where to go from here. I'm tired and my focus is on my mother's illness. You see me through each day, but I'm so weary of this heartache. I lay it all at your feet. Father, I pray you'll bring us back together in your will, or untangle my heart and soul and give me healing.