I have been really sick the last two weeks however, I force myself to go to work because I believe that is the right thing to do. Finally, it got to the point where I called out sick yesterday and today. I went to the doctor and am on medication and on the road to recovery. I feel bad for taking off work one day but worse taking off two days. I already feel I am not liked at work and I do my best. My co teacher has been there for a long time and I am fairly new. This makes it difficult because she takes off work all the time and I pick up the slack for both of us. It is frustrating to me because everyone just looks the other way. I feel rules are different for me and I feel really sad about that. I love what I do but I feel I am not wanted there. Please pray that I am wrong about my feelings and that I am cared about and liked. It would make things so much easier.