PrincezSanju
Prayer Partner
Only through grace of God that I’m continuing to do the work and go through each day. Again, I seem to drown in darkness. Waking up, going to work, doing these repetitive chores, I’m just SICK of everything. who is this living in my body? I can’t recognize myself. Every smile, laughter, feelings of love, friendship, hope, ability to focus on something, I have lost each and everything. I’m dead. Here I’m walking and talking, but I’m dead. Tears are dried out. I can’t sleep, can’t do my day to day work properly. Everything is such a mess. Am I Bipolar or something? Should I begin taking medicines for depression again?
Everyday, I MUST wake up, MUST work to pay rent and survive, MUST face each and everyday as it comes… People get angry at me, “don’t talk so negatively, don’t analyze your problems, don’t make your problems bigger than it is” etc...etc..
Doctors couldn’t identify my physical exhaustion for what it is. God did, and He healed my body. Please pray for me that God will heal my spirit, mind, heart and soul completely.
Thank you for your love and prayers!!
Everyday, I MUST wake up, MUST work to pay rent and survive, MUST face each and everyday as it comes… People get angry at me, “don’t talk so negatively, don’t analyze your problems, don’t make your problems bigger than it is” etc...etc..
Doctors couldn’t identify my physical exhaustion for what it is. God did, and He healed my body. Please pray for me that God will heal my spirit, mind, heart and soul completely.
Thank you for your love and prayers!!