anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
Ok. I spent five hours today tracking blood drops from the deer I shot just before dark yesterday. The blood trail ended and no deer in site. This was to be meat for the freezer. This was the first deer I have ever shot and it is so disappointing. I feel like this was a trick on me.
Tomorrow is my husband's last day of work til January 6th. His paycheck he will get just before Christmas will be about $ 800.00 for one month of work and has to last til the end of February but we don't quality for assistance anywhere. He has already spent $ 200.00 of that $ 800.00. He wants to borrow money again our already collateral loan to buy Christmas presents which I disagree with. Right now our lights are due to be cut off because we don't have the money to pay the bill and his wages garnished because we don't have the money to pay the taxes.
With the conversation God and I had before I shot the deer and shooting the deer my understanding was well, since it looks like the deer got away instead of dropping dead God is not going to help me. Life here is about to be disastrous if God does not intervene NOW!!!!!
Tomorrow is my husband's last day of work til January 6th. His paycheck he will get just before Christmas will be about $ 800.00 for one month of work and has to last til the end of February but we don't quality for assistance anywhere. He has already spent $ 200.00 of that $ 800.00. He wants to borrow money again our already collateral loan to buy Christmas presents which I disagree with. Right now our lights are due to be cut off because we don't have the money to pay the bill and his wages garnished because we don't have the money to pay the taxes.
With the conversation God and I had before I shot the deer and shooting the deer my understanding was well, since it looks like the deer got away instead of dropping dead God is not going to help me. Life here is about to be disastrous if God does not intervene NOW!!!!!
