Oh God I Can't Go On

[OldMan]

   I can't go on, if God is real he better help me very soon. I am trying to care for my 72 yr old wife alone. She has advanced Parkinson's & dementia. I can handle taking care of her Parkinson's related problems such as bathing her, dressing her Etc. But her dementia seems to worsen by the day & that is what is dragging me down. I have to be with her 24 hrs a day knowing she does not really understand anything.

   I have checked on every program available to see if there is any help for taking of her, but there is none. Our social seurity pays us just enough to put us in the income bracket to where we cannot qualify for any in home care, But it does not pay enoughfor us to be able to pay for any help.

   I cannot leave her long enough to go to church & meet any friends to talk with. I could go on & on about the problems I face but what good would it do!!

  I know no one will pray this for me, but my real request is that if there is a God he will take me off this earth. With my whole heart I want him to either heal my wife or take my life. I love her & know I should not wish to die & leave her but I am human & humans can only take so much before they break.

   I have been going through this alone for many years & it has been slowly breaking me down until I am now to the point all I desire is death. I am in poor physical condidition & feel I need a caregiver for myself. Please God if you have any mercy "TAKE ME OFF THIS EARTH!!!!"

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[crazyBiblenerd]

Lean on Jesus. I am suicidal, but He always comforts me. He is the only thing keeping me alive. I pray that you will find the stregnth to go on because He loves you so much!

He wants me to stay here longer so that He can use me, and He wants to use you too! I pray for your wife. May His will be done. Don't forget, He is with you, even though it doesn't seem like it. Jesus made a promise to you: "I am with you always, even unto the end of the world." (Matthew 28:20) In His Name, Amen!

 

[Melanie]

Are there any voluntary agencies that can help, have you asked at your church for people to sit with your wife, while you attend church.  Please don't give up, God, loves you and will find a way to help you.  I will pray for a breakthrough for you to get the help you need.  In the name of Jesus. Amen

 

[Waterhill42]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Lifemoreabundant]

I pray in agreement for the will of God to be done in this situation. You are a good God, a mighty god, an awesome God who can do above and beyond anything that we ask. Step in my Lord in Jesus name I prayn in agreement....AMEN!!

 

[RMC]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[lowfundsbigheart]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[AdamANT]

I know what it is like to not want to be around, to live through what seems like psychological torture, to be abused, to lose what matters so much to you, but the world needs good people no matter the age, the inclination, the race, the build. God loves us all and has a purpose for us, a plan, and even though we don't understand we can and should trust God. Do not doubt it that you are worthy enough to do good things still in the name of Jesus! You are capable no matter the age to love, to care, to see to making a difference for others. Please do not give up or ask God to destroy you. You are precious and I wish for God to show you this is true in Jesus name! Amen! If a few people can look to your prayer and care enough then how do you think a just, righteous, loving God will look upon you. Have faith and look to what you are able to do that is good. I want you to know you will be in my prayers.