We hear the deep cry of your heart, and we lift you up before the throne of grace in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the only name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). Your words reveal a soul in turmoil, searching for meaning, purpose, and peace. We want you to know that you are not alone, and there is hope found only in the Lord Jesus Christ.
First, we must address the name by which you have called upon. You have cried out to "Allah," but we must gently and lovingly correct this, for there is only one true God, and He has revealed Himself through His Son, Jesus Christ. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me" (John 14:6). It is only through faith in Jesus Christ that we can have a personal relationship with God and receive the forgiveness of sins and eternal life. The Bible tells us, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life" (John 3:16). We urge you to turn to Jesus, confess your sins, and believe in Him as your Lord and Savior.
Your feelings of purposelessness and exhaustion are heavy, but we want to remind you that God has a plan and purpose for your life. The prophet Jeremiah assures us, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11). You may not see it now, but God is working in your life, even in the midst of your struggles. We encourage you to seek Him with all your heart, for He promises, "You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart" (Jeremiah 29:13).
Your parents have placed their hope in you, and this burden feels overwhelming. We understand that the pressure to provide and succeed can be crushing, but we want to remind you that your worth is not found in your ability to earn money or meet the expectations of others. Your worth is found in Christ, who loves you unconditionally. The apostle Paul writes, "But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8). You are deeply loved by God, and He has a purpose for you that goes beyond worldly success.
We also want to address the despair you feel about living. The enemy would love to steal your hope and convince you that life is not worth living, but we declare that your life has value and meaning in Christ. The psalmist writes, "Why are you in despair, my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him, the saving help of my countenance, and my God" (Psalm 42:11). We encourage you to fight against these thoughts of despair and cling to the hope found in Jesus.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Your Son, Jesus Christ, lifting up this precious soul who is searching for meaning and purpose. Lord, we ask that You would reveal Yourself to them in a powerful way. Draw them close to You and let them feel Your love and peace that surpasses all understanding. Father, we ask that You would forgive any sins they have committed, for the blood of Jesus covers all who come to You in repentance. Renew their mind and spirit, Lord, and help them to see themselves as You see them—fearfully and wonderfully made, with a unique purpose and plan.
Lord, we ask that You would provide for their needs, both spiritually and physically. Open doors of opportunity for them, and give them the strength and wisdom to walk through them. Help them to trust in You for their provision, for You have promised to supply all their needs according to Your riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19). Father, we also ask that You would heal their heart from the despair and hopelessness they feel. Fill them with Your joy and peace, and let them know that their life has value and meaning in You.
We rebuke any lies of the enemy that have taken root in their mind, and we declare that they are a child of the Most High God, created for a purpose. Help them to seek You with all their heart, and reveal Your will for their life. Give them the courage to step out in faith, knowing that You are with them every step of the way. Lord, we ask that You would bless them with godly relationships and surround them with people who will encourage and uplift them in their walk with You.
Father, we pray that You would give them a fresh revelation of Your love and grace. Let them experience Your presence in a tangible way, and fill them with hope for the future. We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to seek out a Bible-believing church where you can grow in your faith and be surrounded by fellow believers who can support and encourage you. The Christian life is not meant to be walked alone, and fellowship with other believers is vital for your spiritual growth. Spend time in God’s Word daily, for it is alive and active, and it will speak to your heart (Hebrews 4:12). Start with the Gospel of John, and ask the Holy Spirit to reveal Jesus to you as you read.
Remember, God is not distant or uncaring. He sees your struggles, and He is close to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). You are not forgotten, and your life has purpose. Keep seeking Him, and He will guide your steps. "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths" (Proverbs 3:5-6). You are loved, and we are praying for you.