Ash86
Humble Servant of All
Nothing has change and I am not in the mood to keep fighting. I have fought for so long, tired of being strong, when there seems like there is no hope. I have no where to go, no money and no one to help. I cannot do homeless, people can think I am weak, but I am sick with medical problems and have no way of getting any help. I would rather die, then be homeless, I did nothing wrong, but yet my family points fingers and still continues to blame me for everything that has gone missing in the apartment. My Aunt took 2 of my MP3 player, they are old, but she still took them. I have other things missing and the stuff went missing about this time last year. My Aunt is not well mentally and her daughters refuse to see it and get her help. I have tried to point it out their mom needs help, but they whisper with her, I am the one that is mentally ill. They have worn me out, that I barely feel my sanity is still intact. I cannot take it anymore, I feel very alone. I have no friends here, all are either gone or moved away. I have no family that will help, all are in their own little worlds. All because of my ex-parent, my family hates me and I am not lying, they do hate me. I tried to be strong, but I can't any more. I am so tired of this life. Why can't I get a break.
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