Palith
Disciple of Prayer
This is not a Request but more along the lines of my journey and how I need to talk with Jesus, hoping I'm letting other people know they're not alone in this battle. My confession/repent: I've been struggling with addiction as a ### year old girl but started about when I was ###. But nobody knew of my struggles, because my dad was at work and was dealing with his own problems as a single parent. This led me to where I am now since I had access to the internet at such a young age. I became sexually immoral and this caused me shame, guilt; I began to push the ones who truly loved me away. The devil made me have a victim mentality which made me entitled and I knew right from wrong. I kept on telling myself it was okay because my dad is not there, everyone does it, my mom never cared enough to be there for me so I deserved sexual and intimate things to cover the void. I'm now ### years old and suffering from heartache, consequences from neglect, and a manipulating problem because I have been hiding for my whole life. So Jesus, I repent from my sins that have devoured me and torn my authentic self into pieces. I know I have said this over and over again expecting a different result without the work. But now I realize in order to get the life I need/deserve back I need to stop being sexually immoral, then earn the love and trust from my family back. Make amends to those who I have harmed in hopes to repair what I have broken. Please hear my prayer and give me the strength and wisdom to fight off the spirit of the devil that has taken over ME. In Jesus name, AMEN!

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.