Bleugrll
Humble Prayer Partner
I have written this site many times about my situation and I am very grateful for your prayers, so once again I am asking for another. I stay with my male cousin in Texas because I was homeless in California due to my being homeless due to my relatives putting me out on the streets. Everything was fine in the beginning with my cousin and I but things have changed, my time is up and it's been almost a year and I'm still living with him. He used to ask about me showing concern to now ignoring me and I guess resenting me, I won't get into everything he has done to me but it really is awful when nobody cares about you. I walk everywhere due to not having a car and I am exhausted, my cousin could care less if I walk in the rain and snow but I come to realize nobody cares about me I mean truly cares. I have no friends, no family really, and no boyfriend. I'm afraid if I went missing nobody would notice or care. This year let me know what I meant to people, I received no invitations anywhere last Christmas and this past January this was the first time since I've been born I did not receive a happy bday from anybody. This show me I mean nothing to no one, I am beyond alone I feel that I am pathetic. My bday is next month and I don't expect much and this Christmas I know I'll be alone again since my cousin has his own agenda. I would like prayer for a new beginning for 2014. I would like a social life again, I really want to be happy. Thank you....