No job, No hope, feeling deceived...

[Junko Yamada (female)]

I know not so many will respond to this thread.People like good news that God responded your prayer and the result was more than you anticipated.I noticed that people like to hear more about praise report than unanswered prayer just like our continous prayer for my job to come soon.

I know I myself do appreciate continous prayers of brothers and sisters in Christ.I appreciate their love and encouragement to me, but I sometimes feel it is just deceive.In truth, THE ONLY FACT in front of me is that a PAID job has NEVER come to me despite of our continous prayers.It didn't come yesterday, today, and won't come tomorrow.People just kept saying to me "It will come" for months.I actually told to people one month ago that it would never come, and it is true at least up to today.And when it actually doesn't come, they add the word from scripture "in His time"."It will come in His time".

I am very exhausted of this repeating response to me.Yes, most of my prayer was answered.And you can argue that it is evident that He does listen and answer our prayers.And I cannot disagree with that because it is true as well.But the only truth to me is that he hasn't for my job and I feel he will never.He didn't, doesn't, and won't.And to me, the promise of God seemed to be false in this sense.

I know some of you don't like to hear negative message like this.Always praise Lord and never complain to Lord.Maybe some of you is going to delete this message, asking me to speak to a pastor.

Well, it is not easy to be Christian and keep believing in Chrisnity in Japan where only 1% or less than that is Christian.Lord, if it is your will that I should not complain about my situation, please use someone to delete this message.

Amen

 

[K-J]

Father, I lift Junko before Your throne of mercy and grace. Please help her in this season of her life. Help her to know that she is not alone, for all Christians have wondered at some point if You are listening, if You really care for us, if You really never leave us. It's all part of our process of faith, and I praise You that You give us the patience and strength to go through it. I pray that in the coming days, Junko might be infused with the peace and acceptance of Your Holy Spirit. That although her wait has been long, there is a plan in place, set by Your holy hand. Just because the job hasn't come yet doesn't mean You don't love her and care for her as Your own child, it simply means that it is not time, but we know as believers that the time will come. I pray for Junko this day, gird her with Your strength, fill her with Your comfort, guide her on her path - may she know Your presence and the assurance of Your unconditional love. Please bring her a job that allows her to utilize the special and unique abilities You have given her and keep her close to Your heart. In the name of Jesus Christ, our risen Savior, I pray. Amen.

 

[Angeline]

I stand in complete agreement with the prayer of K-J. In Jesus Name. Amen

P.S. Junko, don't be too discouraged, although I understand... just try to get in connection with the Lord, in a heart to heart connection and try to "feel" what He is saying, where He is leading... there surely must be a way out of this... I stand with you in prayers...

 

[PrayzOn]

I sent you a PM, Junko. My prayers are with you.

 

[lizowens]

Lord Jesus I seek You today in the uplifting of our sister Junko, her days of waiting continue to accumilate, and as a human her sense of worthiness gets low. Father I trust in You for her peace and sense of direction in her life today. Wash her heart, catch her tears, give her the courage to wait yet another day on You Father. Shower her in Your mighty and undying love, wrap Your loving arms around her so tight she could only explain it as a touch of Your hand, in Jesus name I pray these things for her today, amen.

 

[Heidi]

Lord, i lift up Junko to you. She feels decieved.

Lord, its better to be richer in faith, then in money. Lord, i know we all need money to survive. I believe you are teaching Junko things that she just can't see yet. I know you are there with her. She feel the world is against her. Shes just a small percent of christians in her country. Lord, shes feeling so low, But Lord,, i know she is blessed, shes stil here, asking and seeking you, even tho she is discouraged. I praise you Lord, that shes still here. Even tho she is not believing so much right now. Lord, i see her discouragments. I know you have a plan for her. She is your child. You are going to shower her with blessings. She can't see that right now. Lord, i pray that you open her eyes to your plan. i continue to pray for my sister in christ. In Jesus Name, amen

 

[Junko Yamada (female)]

See, it is deceive.You will continue to tell me that it will come when it never come.And when it actually never come and I become homeless and die in Osaka, you don't even know where I am and if I pass away.You want to claim that God is still with me while I am suffering on the street while I really worked on His ministry at church, right???

And when it WON'T come, you will claim "Your treasure is piled up on HEAVEN not on earth", and you just keep telling me "Trust in Lord" "And remember what Paul went through!!!"Well, I guess you WON'T say it to me as I will be homeless and have no access to internet on that time.You will be just wondering how I am doing in your mind.

It will never come.I will be homeless and might be raped on the street.Noone will protect me.And you probably keep saying "Keep the faith" while someone is kicking me and doing physical abuse to me, right?"Keep trusting Lord" when He is not protecting me.

No matter what you say, a job WILL NEVER come to me.

And someone will delete this message, saying "This is very unrespective to my savior, Lord".

Thank you Lord for such fellowship you gave me.Thank you that not so many will NOT respond to this thread just like I expected, Lord.Thank you that you haven't given me a job and have prepared a way that you will make me homeless.

-Amen-

 

[K-J]

Heavenly Father, may Your Holy Spirit remove this tug-of-war within Junko's heart, mind and soul. She finds herself not fully on either side of the fence, Father - not fully trusting You, but not ready to let go. Come to her aid and let her know the fullness of Your grace and mercy. Amen.

 

[Heidi]

Dear heavenly Father, I lift Junko up to you. She is my sister in Christ, and i love her. In Jesus Name,, amen

 

[Bernie]

Satan, I BIND YOU IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST from interfearing in Junko's Life. You Must Go Where the Lord Jesus Christ camands you to Go. Satan, YOu are A Liar ,Deciever, Minipulator, Lord, Jesus I ask that you Put Junko in the Palm of you Hands and Give Her the Peace that Passes all of Human Understanding. Pour Your Blessing upon her life and Please give her Strength and Courage To do your Will Father. Father, You are Great and Thank -you for what you are Showing junko. I pray this in The Name Of the God The Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. AMEN!!! AMEN!!! AMEN!!.