helpme12
Humble Prayer Partner
Dear god, I thank you for all that you have done and all that you are yet going to do in my life. you have been amazing sending me blessings and protecting me and my family and I pray that you will continue to do that. As you know it is my hearts desire to join af and I have a scheduled meps appointment on Monday at 545 in the morning. I can not tell you how nervous I am. I have been praying everyday that you have blessed me to see that everything goes well. I am scared beyond measure. I have been watching videos and basically I am just praying for another one of your many miracles that I know you can do. It is really comforting talking to you and I pray you can hear me. but because I feel that my prayers are alone are not enough I ask for help praying from others that everything will go well, smoothly and I will stop worrying and being so nervous. I tend to take my fears to the extreme and it affects my eating and daily living. at least until everything is over. I have been trying not to tell many people bc I am scared of what the results maybe but I am also overly excited for actually trying to go for my goals and advance in my career. It is good for me and my family, it will also give my parents something to be proud of but I am mostly doing it for myself. not to impress others. I know you do things according to your perfect will so if it doesn't work out I pray I understand. but please lord for me I pray that my physical exam comes out flawless as well as my academic test. I am also praying for my recruiter that he will work with me better and will reply back to me soon. but hopefully I won`t have to keep worrying or wondering and will find out that same day. this thing which is so small to you but big to me I ask of you in the father, son and holy spirit. in Jesus name Amen! thank you to everyone that has prayed. I really need his reassurance that everything will be okay. I am trying to rest in his peace because I tend to worry myself badly about things and I shouldn't knowing who my father is.
