1jn51415
Disciple of Prayer
I'm struggling with depression. I have been standing in faith for my wife's healing from mental illness for over a year. I'm finally seeing positive changes in her, so I should feel encouraged, but I dont most of the time. There's no reason why I should feel doubtful, but i'm getting bombarded with thoughts of giving up on praying for her, thinking the worst will happen, that she wont get better, that God isnt answering my prayers, etc. I'm praying, reading scripture, doing what I'm supposed to, but I feel spiritually depleted. I've been losing sleep for a few weeks and feel biochemically imbalanced and I believe the enemy is attacking me really hard. I need a better perspective and I need to get out of this rut.