Anonymous
Beloved of All
I cannot catch a break. Every day it seems to be something. I’m broke and broken.   My ex left me in the worse financial situation and the courts allowed him to get away with it.  I guess money does talk! 
It’s been very hard being a single parent and not being able to work full time due to medical issues. I get hit constantly with expensive things breaking in this shit hole house I was forced to buy so I wouldn’t lose custody of my kids. I had to stay in district the judge was corrupt!
I’m drowning and I feel like I’m pulling my kids down with me. I believe in God and I do pray every day. I help others for free constantly! Especially seniors who have no one. I help my mom even though I’m treated like shit. I just don’t know how much more I can take. I live for my kids and want them to have the life they deserve and not make choices that would ruin their happiness- like I did when I was married to an abuser, narcissist and complete failure of being a father to his kids.
I need prays for this black cloud that constantly follows me - I need it to go away and I need prayer for financial relief. I’m drowning. I just want peace and happiness for my kids and myself and everyone else.
I want to continue to do kind things for people from my heart.
But this bad luck is wearing me down.
				
			It’s been very hard being a single parent and not being able to work full time due to medical issues. I get hit constantly with expensive things breaking in this shit hole house I was forced to buy so I wouldn’t lose custody of my kids. I had to stay in district the judge was corrupt!
I’m drowning and I feel like I’m pulling my kids down with me. I believe in God and I do pray every day. I help others for free constantly! Especially seniors who have no one. I help my mom even though I’m treated like shit. I just don’t know how much more I can take. I live for my kids and want them to have the life they deserve and not make choices that would ruin their happiness- like I did when I was married to an abuser, narcissist and complete failure of being a father to his kids.
I need prays for this black cloud that constantly follows me - I need it to go away and I need prayer for financial relief. I’m drowning. I just want peace and happiness for my kids and myself and everyone else.
I want to continue to do kind things for people from my heart.
But this bad luck is wearing me down.

 
	
 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.  
					
				 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		