Need Prayer

[nicolegardena]

Please pray for me i am going through some serious issues to the point that i feel very suicidal. I am a christian and i have been praying for myself, but i feel very over whelmed and i feel i need others to pray for me as well. i have made decisions that i know that were not in my best interest and have brought alot of sorrow to my life at this point, but i just dont know what to do. I have a son that i need to care for and i cant do it, he is suffering and he shouldnt at his young age. I am so worried about his welfare because of my decisions. we can barely eat i dont have a job i lost it dealing with a man that was not good for me, he left me and i cant pay bills my water is shut off my gas is shut off we cant bathe or wash clothes and i have to send my son to school with no money dirty clothes and almost starving. he came to me and said he wanted to get a job, he found an ad that advertised for teen jobs and he was saying he was going to try to get it so he could help me. It crushed me because he is only 13, He should be at school focusing on learning not trying to help support me, i should be supporting him. I called myself renting out a couple of rooms in my home to help with some expenses and it turned out horribly. The people who are here are not paying and they wont move. I am also dealing with betrayal and heartache, the man i was with starting hitting me, and we had such a horrible fight that knives were used. I knew better to deal with such a person, but i leaned into my own understanding and i got hurt. but who is hurting the most is my son and we need help. please pray for me i need it asap. God bless all who read this and pray for me.

 

[Heavenschosen]

O Lord, we call upon You in our time of sorrow,

That You give us the strength and will to bear our heavy

burdens, until we can again feel the warmth and love of

Your divine compassion. Be mindful of us and have mercy

on us while we struggle to comprehend life's hardships.

Keep us ever in Your watch, til we can walk again with

light heartsand renewed spirits.

Nicolegardena, do not look forward to what may happen

tomorrow; the same everlasting Father who cares

for you today will take care of you tomorrow and

every day. Either He will shield you from suffering,

or He will give you unfailing strength to bear it.

Be at peace, then. Put aside all anxious thoughts and

imaginations, and say continually: "The Lord is my

strength and my shield. My heart has trusted in Him

and I am helped. He is not only with me but in me,

and I in Him." In Jesus name, Amen.