The answers for your stuggles are right there Gina, the victories have just manifested yet. I persoanlly know how hard it is to stand when it seems like nothing ever changes, but God will restore all things unto you. I pray for a full measure of His peace and comfort to flood your heart, mind and soul. Find quiet, reflective time to just be with Him...no asking, no pleading, just a time to develop trust and faith in the One who created you. I am praying for you, dear one, and I know there is a bright ending to your story. I ask God to stay close to your side and manifest your many blessings in His time. Stand in faith and know that many of us are praying for Your victories. In the name of Jesus, your life will be blessed. Amen.