Anonymous
Beloved of All
Last year I fell pregnant with my boyfriend of 5 years.after telling him the news he plainly told me he was not interested,instead he said he has been seeing another woman and he was planning to marry her in a few weeks.i felt like my world was shattered,I wasn't working had lost my job.he left me right away and cut off all contact.i moved in with family but its wasn't easy.due to so much stress I miscarried at 14 weeks,with all this happening I hate him so much,I'm failing to find in my heart the strength to forgive.i have prayed but I still can't.im trying to find a job since December but still no luck.as much as I pray I read somewhere that for God to hear your prayers you have to come to him with a pure heart and faith.how can I do so with so much anger in me?please help me to pray for the strength to forgive this man.i feel that's why I'm having so much bad luck in finding a job because I still have hatred in me
