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Rosegal
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Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
Greetings to you in the name of Almighty God. I am a Christian and 33 years old and married for 2 years. I am in a great agony and day and night I am crying thinking of my situation. Everything started with my marriage, as I am married to my husband who is a non believer. Brother ours is love marriage and when he propose to me I have clearly told him that I would not accept him as a non believer and he needs to accept Christ as his personal savior. After so much of talking and negotiating we came to an agreement that the wedding will be done on his believe as he is the only son to his parents and they would not agree for us to get married as Christian. I thought he is being sincere in whatever he is saying as he made a promise upon Bible and in the name of Jesus. Finally we agreed after wedding he will convert and become Christian and our children’s will be raised as Christian as well.
After our wedding my husband never full fill any of the promises in fact he turn back to his old ways as non believer to the extend for the first 6 months of our wedding we have been going thru hell due to fight on religious issues. My husband said he loved me so much that he have no choice then to lie that he will convert and listen to whatever I say and to make things worst my mother in law teaches him to do prayers and to go temple as she is so worried that he will sooner or later will become a Christian. Now he is saying I can be Christian and he will be with his believe and we will celebrate both festives and even when we have children’s he said they will follow both the religion.
I realized I can’t fight with him anymore and I am seriously sick and tired of being so much hurt and cheated thus I started up holding him in my prayers. Brother my husband is a good guy takes care, provides and full fills all his duties and responsibilities as the man of the house but when it comes to religion his heart is very stubborn. Not enough of this now I am facing another problem of not conceiving baby for almost 2 years. 1st one year my husband was very supportive but after we went for a medical checkup Dr said my hormone are imbalanced due to over weight (75kg) and I am 5 feet tall. Dr also said my husband has slight lower sperm count but both our problem can be rectified with proper medication but my husband keeps blaming me whenever our trial becomes failure. He blames on my over weight and my age factor is the main reason for not conceiving.
Many times we got into argument due to not conceiving a baby and I have even told him because he cheated me on not accepting Christ after wedding maybe God is not blessing us a baby yet. I even told him he said the children’s will be raised as Christian and now he said needs to practice both religion so how God will bless with baby. I have told him to apologize to Jesus for all the false promises he has made in his name in order to marry me and repent and accept Jesus but so arrogantly he said he is happy with his God and will die as what he is now. He also said that if I don’t conceive naturally he will take me to IUI and IVF treatment but even if that fails he said he will divorce me and marry another women as he said no point living with me when I can’t give him child.
He ask me to join him to pray to his idols so that we will get baby and I told him I trust in Jesus and he will bless me soon with a baby but my husband challenged me and said tell your Jesus if you don’t conceive I will divorce you and marry another woman and I give only 3 years from now. My heart broken after hearing this from the man who loved me so much and married me. I started my fasting today but I consume only water as I am on fertility medication and I have also started early morning prayer at 3am. I am really hoping God will hear my prayer and grant me a baby soon at the same time touch my husband so that he accepts Jesus as his personal savior.
I am lost and I do not know what is God’s plan for my marriage. I didn’t get married to be divorced, and its not even permitted in Bible thus to think about all this my future looks very uncertain and scary. One corner I am suffering with a non believer husband at another corner I am suffering of not having conceived and both the problem coming from my husband, and it hurts me more and more everyday and makes my life so hard. Only Jesus can understand my feelings and pain and only he can safe me from all that’s happening in my life. Kindly please pray for me and tell me if God reveals any of his plan or words to you. Thank you.
With much prayer and tears,
Rosegal
Greetings to you in the name of Almighty God. I am a Christian and 33 years old and married for 2 years. I am in a great agony and day and night I am crying thinking of my situation. Everything started with my marriage, as I am married to my husband who is a non believer. Brother ours is love marriage and when he propose to me I have clearly told him that I would not accept him as a non believer and he needs to accept Christ as his personal savior. After so much of talking and negotiating we came to an agreement that the wedding will be done on his believe as he is the only son to his parents and they would not agree for us to get married as Christian. I thought he is being sincere in whatever he is saying as he made a promise upon Bible and in the name of Jesus. Finally we agreed after wedding he will convert and become Christian and our children’s will be raised as Christian as well.
After our wedding my husband never full fill any of the promises in fact he turn back to his old ways as non believer to the extend for the first 6 months of our wedding we have been going thru hell due to fight on religious issues. My husband said he loved me so much that he have no choice then to lie that he will convert and listen to whatever I say and to make things worst my mother in law teaches him to do prayers and to go temple as she is so worried that he will sooner or later will become a Christian. Now he is saying I can be Christian and he will be with his believe and we will celebrate both festives and even when we have children’s he said they will follow both the religion.
I realized I can’t fight with him anymore and I am seriously sick and tired of being so much hurt and cheated thus I started up holding him in my prayers. Brother my husband is a good guy takes care, provides and full fills all his duties and responsibilities as the man of the house but when it comes to religion his heart is very stubborn. Not enough of this now I am facing another problem of not conceiving baby for almost 2 years. 1st one year my husband was very supportive but after we went for a medical checkup Dr said my hormone are imbalanced due to over weight (75kg) and I am 5 feet tall. Dr also said my husband has slight lower sperm count but both our problem can be rectified with proper medication but my husband keeps blaming me whenever our trial becomes failure. He blames on my over weight and my age factor is the main reason for not conceiving.
Many times we got into argument due to not conceiving a baby and I have even told him because he cheated me on not accepting Christ after wedding maybe God is not blessing us a baby yet. I even told him he said the children’s will be raised as Christian and now he said needs to practice both religion so how God will bless with baby. I have told him to apologize to Jesus for all the false promises he has made in his name in order to marry me and repent and accept Jesus but so arrogantly he said he is happy with his God and will die as what he is now. He also said that if I don’t conceive naturally he will take me to IUI and IVF treatment but even if that fails he said he will divorce me and marry another women as he said no point living with me when I can’t give him child.
He ask me to join him to pray to his idols so that we will get baby and I told him I trust in Jesus and he will bless me soon with a baby but my husband challenged me and said tell your Jesus if you don’t conceive I will divorce you and marry another woman and I give only 3 years from now. My heart broken after hearing this from the man who loved me so much and married me. I started my fasting today but I consume only water as I am on fertility medication and I have also started early morning prayer at 3am. I am really hoping God will hear my prayer and grant me a baby soon at the same time touch my husband so that he accepts Jesus as his personal savior.
I am lost and I do not know what is God’s plan for my marriage. I didn’t get married to be divorced, and its not even permitted in Bible thus to think about all this my future looks very uncertain and scary. One corner I am suffering with a non believer husband at another corner I am suffering of not having conceived and both the problem coming from my husband, and it hurts me more and more everyday and makes my life so hard. Only Jesus can understand my feelings and pain and only he can safe me from all that’s happening in my life. Kindly please pray for me and tell me if God reveals any of his plan or words to you. Thank you.
With much prayer and tears,
Rosegal
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