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beth
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Praying for peace and strength.. Just so beside myself and lonely feeling I'm the only one that's ever had a problem.. And I always try to remember there is always some poor soul out there that has it worse than me.. But today that's not lifting my spirits.. I'm so upset and down about being sick.. I know when my time is up here I will go to heaven cause I am a Christin.. But today I'm just not feeling it.. Feel so bad for my husband for him to not have a job and having to take care of me while I'm sick.. Its just not fair.. I really need to feel better and stop feeling sorry for myself but I just can't swing it today.. Cause every where I look there is something that needs to be paid.. And we just can't do it right now.. Lord, I know your there and I know you hurt when your children hurt.. I just please beg you to please Lord take this hurt and loneliness from my heart..
