Need Forgiveness And Fired From My Job

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First I want to Thank the Lord for just being in my life. I love my child and sometimes I even love myself. I got fired. This time I may not get unemployment because I was not on my job long enough to get unemployment. So now I am really in a jam. I want to first of all ask the LORD to forgive me of my sins, how when I go thru depression my money goes and that was money to pay bills. I just get depressed about my life. The vices I have a consuming me too badly. I need prayer, really strong prayer. I just want to ask the Lord for forgiveness of my vices and my sins. I didnt have much and that was my final check for only a few days. I tried to cover my depression but I couldnt. I cant understand why I mess up then turn to the Lord after I mess up, I dont want to be a hypocrite. I just am still hurting and depressed over the job I left last year. I dont know how to get rid of the pain. If I would have never changed jobs my life would be fine and my child would be with me today and I would have my car.

My lights are due and cable too. I made arrangements to pay for these things because I thought I was going to be working. They fired me today. I was late alot because I have to take the bus. The jobs are so far I went to see about today. One had really high pay but I am just so drained from this bus. I am so hurt I dont even see my child during the week. I ask the Lord to please help me. My checking accounts are overdrawn and I dont want to lose them and now I cant even pay my credit card bills. I am just so tired of living like this, broke, mess up all the time, the vices and walking and just so tired of living this way. They terminated me before I could stay long enough to collect unemployment. I dont even know how I will pay my rent next month. Lord the biggest mistake was changing jobs last year. I have not been able to recover or bounce back from the loss, loss of income and loss of my child Lord please forgive me of my sins and my vices. I am tired of being out of work. These 2 hrs of busrides to see about jobs is getting to me. I am just so tired of the bus. This is basically all my fault for listening to someone who really didnt care about me. Then in the end all she could say is "you didnt want that job anyway". Lord I left the best job I ever had, a job you blessed me with. They will not rehire me, they said I am not eligible for rehire. Now Lord I have gotten fired. Lord I dont know what to do with my life. I am depending on you to make me a better person. I just miss my child so much and all this bus riding with my child on the weekend is getting to me. Lord why is my life so bad? Why did I change jobs when I did. I cannot deal with all this. Lord why me? Lord please help me. I was in this situation 2 mos ago. Its worse now. Before I had 200 wk unemployment. Now I have nothing. I dont know what to do. I dont even have bus fare to see about jobs. Lord I have made a big mistake last year. I need to just be more dependent on you. I am just so tired of hurting behing the job I left. My plans were to get me and my baby a 2 bedroom to live in. My baby doenst even want to be here to share a bedroom with me. I am so tired of hurting. Thank you Jesus and please forgive me. I just cant keep living like this. I am too old to be hoping around on these buses with this child who wants to go with daddy because I have nothing here for this child and cant do anything for this child. Lord I get so tired of living like this.
 
Lord, I Lift Sharon to you, May she apply for the unemployment anyway. Lord, Provide for her your perfect Job Lord, Encourage her Lord, Strengthen her Lord, Show Mercy and your Love to her Lord, just now, In Jesus Name I Pray Amen
 
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