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Repentant
Guest
All,
I need your continued prayers for my issues at work. I found out today that my lead is dropping me from his group because of lack of funding. He claims that he would still like me to work for him but his hands are tied. He he already talked to my main boss about my needing work and I don't know how my big boss reacted. Something really doesn't ring true about his suddenly dumping me because he chose me to get rid of me when I have been much more flexible and varied in the work I have done for him than some of the others.
I do have a couple of offers for other tasks but I don't know which I should take or what the Lord would have me do. Whenever I have decisions about changing jobs at work to make I get very stressed and inexplicably feel depressed. I worry that I will fail at any task I take and that I will probably be unhappy wherever I land.
My life is pretty much a failure outside of work and so my unhappiness at work makes me wonder why the Lord put me in existence at all. I know I have a lot to thank the Lord for and that HE has blessed me beyond what I deserve but things just aren't working a lot of the time.
Thank you for reading my long request and for praying for me. I am reading the forum and I am praying for the other request as well.
I need your continued prayers for my issues at work. I found out today that my lead is dropping me from his group because of lack of funding. He claims that he would still like me to work for him but his hands are tied. He he already talked to my main boss about my needing work and I don't know how my big boss reacted. Something really doesn't ring true about his suddenly dumping me because he chose me to get rid of me when I have been much more flexible and varied in the work I have done for him than some of the others.
I do have a couple of offers for other tasks but I don't know which I should take or what the Lord would have me do. Whenever I have decisions about changing jobs at work to make I get very stressed and inexplicably feel depressed. I worry that I will fail at any task I take and that I will probably be unhappy wherever I land.
My life is pretty much a failure outside of work and so my unhappiness at work makes me wonder why the Lord put me in existence at all. I know I have a lot to thank the Lord for and that HE has blessed me beyond what I deserve but things just aren't working a lot of the time.
Thank you for reading my long request and for praying for me. I am reading the forum and I am praying for the other request as well.