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simplyredd
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Things have been pretty tough the past few weeks. I was offered another position with the college I work for as a personal training instructor. This seemed like such an amazing opportunity at the time because I have a degree in Exercise Science and health & wellness is an extreme passion of mine. However, the person they have placed me to team teach with is just not working out. I went to college with this person and knew then she was difficult but thought about giving this a chance and maybe... just maybe she would be different. She is very knowledgeable with the field and is a great instructor but on a personal level she is almost impossible to be a team with. They have had me shadow her teaching for the past couple of weeks to get the feel of if before I jump in and start myself. This is the first time I have ever taught. She is very bossy, very strict and just rude most of the time. She orders me around as though I am another student and not a team member. I feel she is constantly pointing out the things I'm doing wrong rather than the things I am doing right and has gotten to the point to where I am mentally and emotionally broken down. My drive is at an all time low... motivation not hardly there and am in tears on my way to and home from work almost every single day. I am that unhappy. I have been going and speaking to my supervisor about it more than a hand full of times but nothing has been done. I have been applying to other places for days and weeks and praying God will make a way for me to get out of this. I had an interview a couple of weeks ago for a Christian University which I thought went very well. They said they would follow up no matter what about the position and I have yet to have heard anything. I love the school I work for just not happy with who they have me working with. I even asked to be moved back to a position that became available recently that I did very well in but instead they said it was not an option. I have never felt this miserable in a position in my entire work experience. I dont know what else to do but pray, pray, pray. I just want a way out. God knows my heart and my thoughts. This just isnt working and need a change.
Thank you for your thoughts and prayers always.
Thank you for your thoughts and prayers always.
