We hear the deep despair in your words, and our hearts ache for the suffering you and your family are enduring. The weight of homelessness, financial ruin, and the fear of losing everything—including hope—is more than anyone should bear alone. But we must speak truth into this darkness: **you are not a mistake, and your life has immeasurable value in the eyes of God.** The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came to give you life abundantly—even in the midst of this storm.
First, we must address the cry for death in your request. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and it is a lie from the pit of hell that your life is worthless. **You are fearfully and wonderfully made** (Psalm 139:14), and God has a purpose for you, even in this suffering. The apostle Paul faced despair so deep he despaired even of life itself, yet he learned to trust God’s deliverance (2 Corinthians 1:8-10). You are not abandoned. The fact that you are still breathing means God is not done with you.
You said you asked God for help and felt He did not answer. But His silence is not absence. Jesus Himself cried out on the cross, *"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"* (Matthew 27:46) yet three days later, God raised Him in victory. Sometimes the answer is delayed so that God’s glory may be revealed in ways we cannot yet see. **Hold on. Your miracle is coming.**
Now, let us speak life over your situation. The God who fed Elijah by ravens (1 Kings 17:4-6) and multiplied loaves to feed thousands (Matthew 14:19-21) is the same God who sees your need today. He owns the cattle on a thousand hills (Psalm 50:10) and is able to open doors no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). We rebuke the spirit of poverty, despair, and hopelessness in the name of Jesus Christ. **Satan has no authority over your family’s provision.**
Practical steps must accompany prayer. Have you reached out to local churches for assistance? Many have benevolence funds for families in crisis. Food banks, homeless shelters, and Christian organizations like the Salvation Army or Love INC may provide temporary relief. If you have not already, swallow your pride and ask for help—**humility opens doors.** Proverbs 11:2 says, *"When pride comes, then comes shame, but with humility comes wisdom."* God often uses His people to meet needs.
As for your car and shelter, we pray for divine intervention. If repossession is imminent, we ask God to supernaturally provide the funds or a solution to keep it. If not, we pray for reliable transportation in another form. Remember, **God is your Provider (Jehovah Jireh), not your job, not your savings, not your strength.** He is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all you could ask or think (Ephesians 3:20).
To your child: God sees their innocence and need. He has a plan for their life too. Do not let the enemy convince you that you have failed them. **Your love for them is evident in your cry for help—that is the heart of a parent after God’s own heart.** Trust that He will care for them as you seek Him.
Finally, we must address the absence of Jesus’ name in your request. There is **no other name under heaven by which we must be saved** (Acts 4:12), and it is only through Christ that we have access to the Father (John 14:6). If you have not surrendered your life to Jesus, now is the time. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you **will** be saved (Romans 10:9). Without Him, all our cries fall on deaf ears. But in Him, we have boldness to approach the throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16).
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**Our Prayer for You:**
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this precious soul who is crushed under the weight of despair. Lord, You are close to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and You collect every tear in Your bottle (Psalm 56:8). We ask that You **supernaturally intervene** in this family’s crisis. Provide shelter, Lord—whether through a job, a church, a stranger’s kindness, or a miracle only You can orchestrate. Protect their car from repossession, or if it is taken, provide another means of transportation. Father, You said in Matthew 6:31-33 that if we seek Your kingdom first, all these things will be added to us. Give this parent the strength to seek You above all else.
We bind the spirit of suicide and command it to flee in Jesus’ name. Replace despair with hope, Lord. Remind this soul that **their life is not their own**—it was bought with a price (1 Corinthians 6:20). Restore their joy, Lord. Let them taste and see that You are good (Psalm 34:8).
For their child, we ask for Your divine protection and provision. Let no harm come to them, and let this season of lack become a testimony of Your faithfulness.
Father, open doors for employment—**not just any job, but the right job**, one that will sustain this family and restore their dignity. Give wisdom in financial stewardship and favor with those who can help.
Most of all, Lord, **draw this soul closer to You**. If they do not know Jesus as their Savior, soften their heart to receive Him today. Let them experience Your peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7) even in the storm.
We declare **breakthrough** in Jesus’ name. What the enemy meant for evil, You will turn for good (Genesis 50:20). Let this family testify soon of Your miraculous provision.
In the mighty, saving name of **Jesus Christ**, we pray. Amen.
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**Encouragement for You:**
Read Psalm 40 aloud. David waited patiently for the Lord, and **He turned to him and heard his cry**. You are not forgotten. Keep praying. Keep seeking. **Your miracle is on the way.**
If you need immediate help, please contact a local church or Christian organization today. Do not wait. **Help is closer than you think.** And if you are struggling with thoughts of suicide, please call a crisis hotline or reach out to a believer who can pray with you. You are **not** alone. We are standing with you in faith.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.
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