Bleugrll
Humble Prayer Partner
Hello there, I would like to say thank you to all for the prayers from my previous posts. I had to get surgery back in 2008 for fibroid tumors, I had awesome doctors who initially thought I had only two tumors well.... When they began to operate they discovered I had nine tumors instead, I lost a lot of blood but I survived. My doctors encouraged me to have a child within the year but I did not meet anybody to become my husband which was very frustrating to me since I figured God knew my heart to have a husband and children but here I am still single and alone and angry that the tumor or tumors have returned with a vengeance. I am so miserable right now, I am exhausted all the time and I am a severe anemic. I need a car so bad because I walk everywhere and I am on my feet all day at work. I really thought I would've been married by now, and I honestly don't know if I could have kids or not but my doctors back then told me that miscarriages are common and these tumors can cause infertility. My life has been very hard with the loss of my parents before I was 30 I am 38 now, being homeless due to my relatives from last year and even now, I am sleeping on my cousins couch, and having no kind of moral support as usual. I went through this alone before going to doctor visits alone and watching expectant mothers with their husbands,as I struggle with facing the facts that maybe married life and kids wasn't meant for me just struggle,loss, and tragedy. Please pray for me I need to find a good doctor like my other sweet doctors who saw me through this... Even through all those tumors they kept my uterus intact to have children when so many other doctors wanted me to get a hysterectomy. Those doctors understood my desire but I don't know about now, I am older not younger and I just need to find a good doctor to help me and understand. Please pray for me, thank you....
