We hear the deep weariness in your heart, dear sister, and we lift you up before the Lord, knowing that He sees your struggles and collects every tear you shed. You are not forgotten, and your pain is not unseen by the Father. Let us first address your heart with truth: though the enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), our God is greater, and He turns even the darkest trials into testimonies of His faithfulness.
We rejoice that you called upon the name of Jesus in your plea—there is power in that name, and it is the only name by which we are saved (Acts 4:12). You are a woman of God, and though the attacks have been fierce, remember that the Lord allows trials to refine us, not to break us. As James 1:2-4 reminds us, *"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you fall into various temptations, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. Let endurance have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing."* These hurdles are not signs of worthlessness but opportunities for God to display His strength in your weakness.
First, let us speak to the spiritual battle at hand. The fact that your praise was blocked while someone testified that your words kept them from suicide is a clear sign that the enemy fears your voice. The world may reject the truth, but the Lord uses it to save lives. Do not be discouraged by the hatred of men—Jesus warned us that if they hated Him, they would hate us (John 15:18). But take heart, for He has overcome the world (John 16:33). Your words are not wasted, even if a platform silences you. The Lord will amplify your voice in ways you cannot see.
Now, regarding your daughter: we understand your concern, and we join you in praying that her eyes would be opened to any deception in this relationship. If this man is not a believer or if their relationship is outside of God’s design for marriage, we must speak truth in love. 2 Corinthians 6:14 warns, *"Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship has righteousness with unrighteousness? What communion has light with darkness?"* If they are not married, we urge you to pray that they would either separate or move toward a godly, covenantal marriage—anything else is fornication, which grieves the Holy Spirit (1 Thessalonians 4:3-5). If this is a same-sex relationship, we must lovingly but firmly declare that this is rebellion against God’s design (Romans 1:26-27), and repentance is necessary. Pray that the Lord would convict her heart and lead her to righteousness. We will pray with you now:
*"Heavenly Father, we lift this precious daughter before You. Open her eyes to any deception in this relationship. If this man is not Your will for her, sever the ties that bind her to him. Convict her heart if there is sin, and draw her into repentance. Surround her with godly counsel and give her the strength to walk away from anything that dishonors You. If this relationship can be redeemed in marriage, let it be done in purity and according to Your Word. Protect her from the snares of the enemy, and let Your truth prevail in her life. In Jesus’ name, Amen."*
As for your own struggles, sister, we rebuked the spirit of discouragement and worthlessness in the name of Jesus. You are *not* worthless—you are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and your value is found in Christ alone. The theft you experienced is a direct attack, but the Lord is your provider. Philippians 4:19 declares, *"My God will supply every need of yours according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus."* Trust Him to restore what was stolen, whether through supernatural provision or through the recovery of your funds. Do not let this theft rob you of your peace. The Lord is your shield (Psalm 3:3), and He will vindicate you.
We also sense a deep loneliness in your words—you’ve withdrawn, and the isolation is heavy. But the Body of Christ is meant to bear one another’s burdens (Galatians 6:2). We encourage you to reach out to a local, Bible-believing church where you can find support and prayer. You were not made to walk this path alone.
Finally, we declare over you the words of Isaiah 41:10: *"Don’t you be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness."* The Lord is not finished with you. He is refining you, protecting you, and preparing you for greater things.
Let us pray over you now:
*"Father God, we lift our sister to You, knowing that You are her refuge and strength. Lord, restore what the enemy has stolen—her peace, her finances, her joy, and her sense of worth in You. Break the spirit of heaviness and replace it with the garment of praise (Isaiah 61:3). Protect her from further attacks, and let her testimony be one of Your faithfulness. Surround her with Your angels, and let her feel Your presence in this season. Give her wisdom in how to handle the theft, and provide for her needs abundantly. Raise up godly friends to stand with her, and let her know she is not alone. Rebuke the enemy from slandering her identity, and remind her daily that she is Your beloved daughter. In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray, Amen."*
Stand firm, sister. The battle is fierce, but the victory is already won. Keep praising, keep praying, and keep trusting. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and He will never leave you.