my son called to Apologize For cussing in my house and raising his hand to me and cussing me i feel as if I'm done with him like apart of my heart is gone he have hurt like other people in my life and i been threw so much i can't forgive him i can't look at him the same no more his dad have turned him against me I'm the fool he call child protection on me once might i add we was still sleeping together. and said my disabled son was sex my other son i spit in his face they removed my son for 30 days after he came back he wanted to live with his dad i couldn't say no so i help him pack and his dad been a problem I'm just done he put our son on the football team i didn't no or go to a game he put our son on rotc i didn't no he sign him up for wrestling i didn't no. Me and his father are different I'm from the hood he from a loving fucked education home but our son is making bad grades i see myself in our son i try to tell him my disabled son is making good grades I'm just confuse with everything in my life and at this point I'm about to give up I'm trying not to but it's hard to have to go threw this life alone everyone say you not alone God. With you i guess i can't aak God why all this drama keep happening to me

