My Son, Mikey

[prayingmother]

It seems as if my prayer requests have been endless these days. I have always felt that I was much more of a prayer warrior than one who constantly needed prayer, but here I am.

My son is keeping something from me that is obviously hurting him emotionally. He will be 18 years old next week and is a senior in high school. I know that these may be factors as to his unstability, but I'm sensing that there is more. He cried to me, telling me to leave him alone. To forget about him and live my life "normal". I can't shake the fact that he was so upset. If my feelings are correct, I'm sensing that he may be confused to his sexual orientation, but I don't know how to go about bringing this subject up (in case I'm wrong). I have told him that I love him unconditionally. I have been so supportive to him in everything he does. I'm always trying to put positive twists into things that seems out of reach or impossible to gain. Especially, lately since he's failing a class in high school that requires a passing grade in order for him to graduate.

He hasn't admitted to what I am assuming, but there are signs that I have seen that have bothered me. If he is, then, I know what I will be dealing with. I would never stop loving him (regardless). I don't plan to do an exorcism on him or insist that he needs help. I just want answers. I don't want my son to be tormented with whatever secret he is hiding from me because he feels that it would only hurt me. I certainly don't want him to do something to himself either because that would devastate me in the long run. I just want my son to be happy. I want God to restore him to the person I once knew. Once upon a time, my son was a happy child........................ he was so fired up for God............... he had dreams that excelled beyond one's imagination..............

Somewhere along the way, my son changed.... everything changed and I am not sure what it is, only that it's affecting him very strongly and it's affecting me as well, because of that maternal bond I have with him.

Please pray for him, for truth.. for peace that passes all understanding. I don't want my son to live his life in torment. I don't want him to give up on life (like my uncle did a few years ago).

I have a pain in my heart that is so heavy, it's hard for me to breathe.......... it's hard for me to focus.............. and it's hard for me to move on from where I am now............

Please pray for us. Thank you and God bless you.

 

[keri47]

Heavenly Loving Father, I uplift this prayer request before you!! I know what this mother is going through because of my own son Ben! I truly understand the bond she has with her son for I have the same with mine! At the age that Mikey is right now is a very rough age lord, and many things are happening in ones life..I pray that you will direct his paths that you will stir into his life whatever he is going through show your unconditional love toward him!!. No matter what it is God be with him!! I also pray that you give this loving mother the words and the wisdom to help her son. She loves her son beyond words!! God, we know nothing is impossible with you and we also know how the power of prayer changes every situation!! Whatever may be upsetting Mikey lord give him reassurance that his mother will understand and will be there for him just as his mom will be!! And no God his mother is right he doesn't need no exorcism on him or insist that he needs help all he needs true unconditional love that you have shown us to give to one another!!! Bless them dear Jesus!! In Jesus powerful name!!! Amen and Amen

 

[Dion]

Lord, I lay this prayer at your feet to take care of.......IN JESUS NAME AMEN

 

[silentangel]

Lord, I touch prayingmother's prayer and agree with those posted today on her behalf. Lord, there is nothing hidden so deep that your eyes can not penetrate it to the core. There is nothing so devastating that you can not put your hand on it and turn it around. There is no one hurting so bad that they can't be helped and uplifted. Lord, I pray your hand upon this family. Give this loving and caring mother an extra dose of patience. The teen years are so hard. The harmones are ging crazy. Then the teen has to deal with the acceptance factor. Then the teen has to deal with changes in their body and their personality. The list goes on. Only you and her son know what is really going on in his life. It may be what mom suspects but it may not be just as well. Lord,may this young man find the words and lay them on the table. Together and with your help, they can find a solution. I pray for unity in this family, for I know they love each other very much. I ask that you cloak them with your mercy and grace and fill them with the desire to have the truth exposed. Give him wisdom and discernment as he wrestles with his thoughts. Give mom wisdom and discernment as she seeks your will in this matter. It's possible that maybe he is just afraid of growing up and facing the future. Or...... You know his heart, Lord. You know his spirit and where he is coming from emotionally. I pray for peace to come. I thank you and praise you for his mother. There is nothing greater or more powerful on earth than a mother's love except the love of God. To you be the glory for this gift to woman. Amen

 

[prayingmother]

Thank you and God bless you for your prayers and concerns.

 

[zubi]

The Ever Knowing God,there is no secert in the heart of man that you don't know I present this brother to you.

Take Position In his life In Jesus Name Amen