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Barbara Kushnirov
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I am asking a prayer to help me in my over coming oppression that I have had for years, I have been violated as well off and on by strangers, as well as my husband. My husband of marriage for 16 years old has repeatly violated me in words that hurt. I always forgive him because I am a born again christian, he doesn't go to church ever, even when I ask him too. He always makes excuses, such as I will miss T.V. or something else. Our marriage is always on the edge due to his behavior, not mine. He calls me names like I am fat, I am retarded, but of course I am not retarded. He says I can't do anything right. I love him but because I accept God over him, he seems not to like this. Sometimes he tries to get me to leave God. He is controlling also. I always seem to pray for him, but he doesn't help himself and always seems to attract bad influence. I am also well educated, but never really got a good job, because I feel singled out and discriminated, so I just have to accept what I have. I am always in debt because of lack of money and no help. My husband does not help me, I pay half of everything in our marriage. He said one day if I did not have money of my own he would not take care of me. I worry alot, because I am not a young women, but I am not over 65 years old either, I am only in my 50's, not old enough to retire either. I help myself but it seems I am not heard. I am always praying and trying very hard to to live right and do right.
Please keep me in your prayers. I am in need also. I am a human being!
Barbara Kushnirov
Please keep me in your prayers. I am in need also. I am a human being!
Barbara Kushnirov
