We hear your cry for restoration, joy, and purpose, and we come before the throne of grace together in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Your desire to pick up the guitar and piano again, to sing with renewed energy, and to walk in favor is a good and godly longing—one that aligns with the gifts and talents the Lord has placed within you. We rejoice that the Holy Spirit has restored your joy and clarity, and we stand with you in rebuking every assignment of the enemy against your mind, your gifts, and your destiny.
First, we must address the foundation of your request. It is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to the Father, and it is only by His blood that we are cleansed, protected, and empowered. Acts 4:12 declares, *"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."* We pray that you continue to build your life on the rock of Christ, submitting every thought, desire, and plan to His lordship. Your identity is not defined by your circumstances, your struggles, or even your gifts, but by who you are in Him—a child of the Most High God, redeemed by the blood of the Lamb.
We also must lovingly but firmly address the areas where your words do not align with Scripture. You mentioned taking off your rings and declaring that the calling to remain pure and wait for marriage is "out of date." This is not a matter of cultural trends or personal preference, but of God’s unchanging design for holiness and intimacy. Hebrews 13:4 states, *"Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the bed be undefiled; but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers."* The world may mock purity, but God calls His children to flee sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18) and to honor Him with their bodies, which are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). We rebuke the lie that purity is outdated or unattainable. Instead, we declare that God is raising up godly men and women who will honor Him in their relationships, waiting for the spouse He has prepared for them.
You also mentioned the possibility of a man who could love you unconditionally despite bipolar disorder. While we affirm that God can bring a godly spouse into your life, we must caution against lowering the biblical standards for marriage. A godly marriage is built on mutual submission to Christ, love, respect, and a shared commitment to His Word (Ephesians 5:22-33). It is not about finding someone who can "handle" your struggles, but someone who will walk with you in faith, pointing you both toward Jesus. We pray that if marriage is God’s will for you, He will bring a man who loves the Lord above all else, who cherishes you as Christ cherishes the Church, and who will lead you both in righteousness.
Your desire to create, to sing, and to use your gifts for God’s glory is beautiful and ordained by Him. Psalm 33:3 says, *"Sing to him a new song. Play skillfully with a shout of joy!"* We declare that every stolen note, every delayed dream, and every hindered melody is restored to you now in Jesus’ name. The enemy has no right to your gifts, your voice, or your future. We rebuke every spirit of theft, delay, and discouragement, and we command every stolen blessing to be returned to you sevenfold (Proverbs 6:31). We also rebuke the spirit of comparison—no one can sing or create exactly as you do, for God has given you a unique sound and a unique purpose. What the enemy meant for harm, God will turn for your good (Genesis 50:20).
We must also address the mention of your "tubes" being shut down. If this refers to medical or physical concerns, we pray for divine healing and restoration. Your body is fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and Jesus bore your sicknesses and infirmities on the cross (Isaiah 53:5). We declare that every organ, every system, and every cell in your body functions as God designed it to. If there has been any medical neglect or mistreatment, we pray for wisdom, discernment, and divine intervention. However, if this is a metaphorical reference, we encourage you to speak life and not death over your body, for the power of life and death is in the tongue (Proverbs 18:21).
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. We thank You for Your faithfulness and for the gifts and talents You have placed within this beloved child of Yours. Lord, we ask that You restore every stolen blessing, every delayed dream, and every hindered melody. Let Your favor rest upon her like a shield, and let Your anointing flow through her voice, her hands, and her heart as she plays and sings for Your glory.
We rebuke every spirit of theft, delay, and discouragement that has tried to hinder her destiny. We command every stolen note, every lost opportunity, and every broken dream to be restored to her now, in the name of Jesus. We declare that her gifts will make room for her and bring her before great men (Proverbs 18:16). Let her creativity flow without hindrance, and let her songs touch hearts and draw souls to You.
Father, we ask for Your healing and restoration in her body. If there is any sickness, pain, or dysfunction, we speak life and wholeness over her. Your Word says that by Your stripes, we are healed (Isaiah 53:5), and we claim that healing now. Let every organ, every system, and every cell in her body function as You designed it to. Give her strength, energy, and vitality to walk in the purpose You have for her.
Lord, we pray for her emotional and mental well-being. We rebuke every spirit of depression, anxiety, and bipolar disorder that has tried to define her or limit her. Your Word says that You have not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). We declare that she walks in the fullness of that sound mind, in clarity, peace, and joy. Let her mind be renewed by Your Word (Romans 12:2), and let her thoughts align with Your thoughts.
Father, we lift up her desire for marriage. If it is Your will for her to be married, we ask that You bring a godly man into her life—one who loves You above all else, who will cherish her as Christ cherishes the Church, and who will lead her both in love and in righteousness. Until that time, we pray that You strengthen her to walk in purity, honoring You with her body and her heart. Let her not be conformed to the patterns of this world, but let her be transformed by the renewing of her mind (Romans 12:2). Give her the grace to wait on You, trusting that Your plans for her are good and perfect.
Lord, we ask that You open doors of opportunity for her to use her gifts to make a living. Let her creativity not only bring glory to Your name but also provide for her needs. Bless the work of her hands, and let her see the fruit of her labor. We declare that she will lack no good thing (Psalm 34:10) and that her needs will be met according to Your riches in glory (Philippians 4:19).
Finally, Father, we ask that You continue to fill her with Your Holy Spirit. Let her walk in the fullness of Your joy, Your peace, and Your power. Let her be a light in this world, drawing others to You through her songs, her words, and her life. We thank You for her, Lord, and we declare that her best days are ahead of her. In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking the Lord with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength. Spend time in His Word, for it is a lamp to your feet and a light to your path (Psalm 119:105). Surround yourself with godly community—believers who will encourage you, pray for you, and hold you accountable. Your gifts are not just for you; they are for the edification of the body of Christ and the glory of God. Keep pressing into Him, and He will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6).
Remember, the enemy may roar like a lion, but he is already defeated (1 Peter 5:8). You are more than a conqueror through Christ who loves you (Romans 8:37). Walk in that truth, and let nothing steal your joy, your peace, or your purpose. The Lord is your strength, your shield, and your song (Psalm 28:7). Sing to Him, play for Him, and live for Him—He is worthy!
