Humcombe
Disciple of Prayer
My name is Dhanu. I am going to face my 12th cbse board exam in a week. I did my 10th std also in cbse. I had a simklar kind of situation before 2 years. I played much during the 10th academic year which resulted in my low grades. I expected 100% whereas I was only able to score 87%. All my friends who only studied poorly than me scored more than me. I faced a very hard time after my results. I had to go through humiliation. I was very ashamed. I cried for a week continually. Somehow my parents convinced me that by God's grace I have got one more chance to prove myself in 12th. After two years, today I am again facing the fear of humiliation once again. I am very much scared if I will not get the expected marks and again be put to shame. Last time, I only cried after my boards but this time I am crying even before my boards. Because of the fear in me, I am not at all able to study. I feel like I know nothing in my syllabus. I am very scared. Even though I open my book, it feels like it is too late. My parents expect me to clear Neet and get a merit seat for MBBS but I am very scared if I will fail their expectation. I dont know what to do. I am afraid of everything I am going to face. I have faced so much pain throughout my life, right from my childhood. This is a turning point in my life, this is not again going to come, but I dont know if I will be able to achieve my dreams. My mind state is very poor now. Totally I feel like quiting my life. I feel like giving up. I am afraid people are going to laugh at me once again. Everytime my most loved ones are the ones who makes me cry the most. My fear is increasing every second.
At this last moment, none other than god can help me sir. I dont know if its wrong to ask god all these but I have only hopes in him. I strongly believe he can perform miracles. I put everything into the Lords hands. Please please do pray for me sir. With so much of pain in my heart I am asking you. Its about my future sir. I really wanted God's help. I dont know if God can hear me, but I know you can. Please pray for me sir. This is a very very important request sir. I beg on my knees. Do pray for me
At this last moment, none other than god can help me sir. I dont know if its wrong to ask god all these but I have only hopes in him. I strongly believe he can perform miracles. I put everything into the Lords hands. Please please do pray for me sir. With so much of pain in my heart I am asking you. Its about my future sir. I really wanted God's help. I dont know if God can hear me, but I know you can. Please pray for me sir. This is a very very important request sir. I beg on my knees. Do pray for me
