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patrickb0529
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I could use some prayer, I am unsure of what to ask for so I am going to tell my story although it may be long and I am sorry for that but I don't know where to start or what to ask for. Here is my story.... I got married to the love of my life I came to realize that I have always loved her from the day I met her back in Jr High in 1983. although we never dated back then I still had feelings for her. When I moved on to High School we lost contact. We reconnected in 2009 via -banned site- and met up to talk and catch up on things. Our relationship blossomed from there and we got married in Aug of 2010. We where very happy and got along great, then we started experiencing what I will call growing pains and nether of us know what to do so I looked to my friend and asked for help with our struggling marriage he agreed to help but my wife was not willing to do what was suggested as she feels that it is nobodies business what is going on between her and I. My friend suggested a couple of marriage books that deals with the problems we where having and also he suggested that we seek marriage counseling. well she would have nothing to do with any of that. then in march of this year I found out that she had started an affair. When I confronted her on that she blamed me for the affair and told me that she was moving out. so that led me to file for a legal separation, in her response she requested for a dissolution of marriage. I told her that I wanted a separation. when it came to the court date I did tell her and the judge that instead of prolonging the process I would grant her the divorce. This is where I am today I am divorced and I know that I do still love my Ex-wife with all my heart and I do very much so want to honor my vows to her and God by standing for what is right. I also know that she does still have feelings for me because they are evident when we talk. We still do talk about two to three time a week and I don't know why she still calls but she does and it is usually something small. and that surprised me the first time she called because when she left she said she didn't want to ever see me or hear from me again because just the thought of that would make he sick. I guess I am asking for prayer that The Lord of the universe will heal my wife's heart and mine so that He can bring us back together stronger than ever. I do know and feel that it is possible because with God ALL things are possible... At least that is what I read in Matthew. I know that we would have allot work to put thing back together and to be able to trust again will be hard but I know that it isn't impossible. Thank-you for listing to me and for your prayer. If you feel the Lords leading to send a note as well as praying I would welcome the advice..
In His Grip,
Patrick.
In His Grip,
Patrick.
