God bless you, Get up in the name of Jesus, shake off the dust and residue of what others has done to you, by your willingness to forgvie them. Your have the power to forgive. Pride will not allow to forgive. Forgiveness, brings freedom, forgiveness brings healing,forgiveness brings closure, forgiveness brings peace to the mind and heart. Forgiveness releases, the pain, sorrow, hate, self pity, bitterness, resentment, fear, insecurit etc.
As you forgive God will also forgive you. When your mind goes and recall the events of what others have done, call on the Lord to help you to forgive them, even if you have to struggle with your fealings. God has always have a purpose for all of His children. He has also given us gifts. Many of us dont know our gifts. I know you have a gift for God says so. Your destiny is in Him.
Father look for this soul oh Lord and attend to her, lift up her head and let your glory come ino her soul. Father many dont know the way. but You are the Way, the Truth and the Life. And except Your Spirit draws her she cannot come. You build up her self-esteem, encourage her, give her self worth. Send ministering angels of salvation for this soul, I love her Lord and I have not met her. Tend to my dear sister, whom I love and minister to her through honest, sincere and Godly women in Jesus name