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Iris
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Please pray for me. I'm dealing with so much right now I honestly don't know where to start. My life has been pretty messed up since I was a child. I was sexually molested when I was three and my life took a turn for the worst since then. Many more occurrences and many rejections from those actions from both family members and friends. I was raped when I was 17 and I honestly believe that I died that day. After 36 years I'm still dealing with the pain and heartache all of the sexual abuse, physical abuse and emotional abuse my life has endured. I have many times felt alone and I keep dealing with a sense of rejection that I just don't understand. All of this has made all my personal relationships with family members and friends VERY difficult. I've been married to a man who has never appreciated me and has never given me any type of affection. I have committed adultery and I'm just ready to let it all go. I need for all of you to pray for me. Please pray that I find Jesus forgiveness and his strength and that I may get a new heart within me so that I can finally make a new start with my life. I pray that I finally find myself and find the love I need within myself to carry me through what life has for me next. Thank you for your prayers and may Jesus Bless you all.
