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Dear God, I thought I was being "punished" for slipping on my faith. I needed to heal my my faith - I did that. I lost it all. My house is now the last to go, I cannot afford to pay the arrears and the bond. everything else is gone. i am having a problem to understand how a person can loose everything, go through all kinds of hell, just because my car overheated. it was not my fault. That was life, it happens everyday to millions of people. That is why I thought all of this happened to teach me something. I tried to follow your rules, abide by the bible. Do good onto others.
I learned a lot - how to go without food, how to beg and I do mean beg and plead with people, to have them laugh and make fun of me. I had a dream that I saw as an Angel from God telling me that things will get better. I told everyone I could and I was teased.
I still believe that it was a sign from God. i had just run out of time, my help did not arrive in time. I have nothing more to loose.
The last bit of stability was ripped out from underneath me this week. I thought after what has happened so far nothing can be worse - I was very wrong.
I had to pay my bond today, or my house is gone. I did not get the money. The problems of this week prevented me from finishing the job today - no payment until Tuesday, when I finish the job. Where to now?
I am done, Lord. I realy tried very hard. Prayed even harder. I am now leaving my life in your hands God. To do with as Your will wants. I have no idea which way forward or what to say or do. Please guide the way.
I was scared to travel far this week with a car that has problems on the wheels, You brought me safe back and forth every day. Thank You for this
I learned a lot - how to go without food, how to beg and I do mean beg and plead with people, to have them laugh and make fun of me. I had a dream that I saw as an Angel from God telling me that things will get better. I told everyone I could and I was teased.
I still believe that it was a sign from God. i had just run out of time, my help did not arrive in time. I have nothing more to loose.
The last bit of stability was ripped out from underneath me this week. I thought after what has happened so far nothing can be worse - I was very wrong.
I had to pay my bond today, or my house is gone. I did not get the money. The problems of this week prevented me from finishing the job today - no payment until Tuesday, when I finish the job. Where to now?
I am done, Lord. I realy tried very hard. Prayed even harder. I am now leaving my life in your hands God. To do with as Your will wants. I have no idea which way forward or what to say or do. Please guide the way.
I was scared to travel far this week with a car that has problems on the wheels, You brought me safe back and forth every day. Thank You for this
