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Julia
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I've had a difficult childhood and youth. Now, at the age of 37, I find myself stay in my appartment a lot. There's something in me that says 'You must not'. Must not be free, must not have fun, must not be free to have relationships. I guess it's somehow related to my mother who was very strict and negative and bound me a lot. Recently, I have not been able to go to church on Sunday. Although I want to, something always convinces me to stay in and not do it.
When I'm not at work, I basically stay in, watch TV and overeat a lot. I've become very fat, but feel powerless to break with that lifestyle.
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I know I have power over the enemy, but on my own just feel weak and lost. I know something's very wrong and I can't go on living like that. Oh God help me!!!!
When I'm not at work, I basically stay in, watch TV and overeat a lot. I've become very fat, but feel powerless to break with that lifestyle.
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I know I have power over the enemy, but on my own just feel weak and lost. I know something's very wrong and I can't go on living like that. Oh God help me!!!!
