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MicheleCarter
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Dear God as you know Ron doesn't want our marriage anymore. He brought up the subject last night over the phone and then when he couldn't decide if he was all in or not regarding our marriage he said he was to sick and wanted to sleep on it. He never called me this morning to say good morning or to tell me if the girls got on the bus on time or not. These are his children my step children so I guess he didn't want them to say good morning to me. I am out of town for work, that is why I am not home. So, I tried to call but he didn't answer me. I am going to try and move out this weekend or atleast get all my stuff packed on Sunday. Please protect me God, give me back my strength, my worthiness and love me. I gave everything I had to this marriage, emotionally and financially, and seeing as I don't have any more money my husband doesn't love me anymore. Please God Please, I beg you be there for me. Why God wasn't I good enough for Ron? Why did he only want me for my money and now that it is gone he doesn't want me anymore? I have $100 left to my name. Ron always said that we were a family but not only did I lose my husband, I lost the two girls I was raising for the last two years. I am left all by myself. I have nothing. Please God I will do whatever you want of me but I am a great and wonderful woman and I do deserve to be loved and respected. Please God, in Jesus name I pray. AMEN
