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twilightbutterfly111
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I've always struggled in my walk, but for some reason it is most difficult when I am alone.
i have always messed up my relationships, and when i thought i found the right one and have done
best to act right in God's eyes..I find I'm being tested . Not sure if it's testing or perhaps this guy is
not the right one, but I'm praying for clarity and finality no matter what the outcome. if this guy is
meant for me, me he respond to my emails quick or arrive to my door soon; and if the outcome is not of God; may
he break my heart in one second so i can give myself back to God with nothing to blind my sight. Perhaps that is it.
perhaps God feels I'm not entirely looking in forward faith.. I am trying, but to be so dependent on love when i have no
one truly..it's so lonely. I would feel blessed to have this man or God's chosen man for me by my side right now.
I devote my life to staying in God's light, obeying his commandments and doing good unto others.
May the lord hear my prayer and help me as well as my walk.
May the lord bless all I know and love, and family that they may feel every ounce of goodness, health and love of him.
i have always messed up my relationships, and when i thought i found the right one and have done
best to act right in God's eyes..I find I'm being tested . Not sure if it's testing or perhaps this guy is
not the right one, but I'm praying for clarity and finality no matter what the outcome. if this guy is
meant for me, me he respond to my emails quick or arrive to my door soon; and if the outcome is not of God; may
he break my heart in one second so i can give myself back to God with nothing to blind my sight. Perhaps that is it.
perhaps God feels I'm not entirely looking in forward faith.. I am trying, but to be so dependent on love when i have no
one truly..it's so lonely. I would feel blessed to have this man or God's chosen man for me by my side right now.
I devote my life to staying in God's light, obeying his commandments and doing good unto others.
May the lord hear my prayer and help me as well as my walk.
May the lord bless all I know and love, and family that they may feel every ounce of goodness, health and love of him.