Anonymous
Beloved of All
I Don't Want To Make It Out Like I'm Ungrateful And God Has Blessed Me Because He Has. But Things Have Been Rough For A Few Years... For Starters, My Ex Husband Has Been Convicted Of Child Abuse In The Past And A Few Days Ago During His Visits With Our Kids, Our 10 Year Old Daughter Started Blowing Up My Phone Around One Am Saying Her Dad Was Going Crazy On Her Little Sister And They Were All Terrified. Calling The Police Sounds Simple But It's Not - We've Been In A Terrible War Over The Children For Years (This Is Not My Choice, I Have To Fight Back For The Kids But I'd Love Nothing More Than To Have Peace, Get Along And Work Together For The Kids.) In The Small Town He Lives In His Mom Works With The Police And They Grew Up With Him And If I Were To Call He'd Simply Deny It, The Judges Would Be Too Scared To Admit It And The Cops Would Leave Thinking I Was Just Trying To Get Him In Trouble. On Top Of Worrying About Him Eventually Really Hurting Them, He And His Wife Relentlessly Do Things Like Call The Police On Me And Lie (It's Never Been Successful, And I've Never Been In Trouble But It's Still Terrifying). I've Never Talked Bad About Someone In Prayer, I Think It's Wrong, So Please Don't Misunderstand Me. I'm Definitely Not A Saint, However I Really Don't Fight With Them OR Instigate Them, I Don't Know How To Put It But They Just Really Hate My Family And I And Relentlessly Try To Cause Us Trouble... They Say It Takes Two To Tango But Not In This Case. Again I'm No Saint, But I. Let Them Insult Me, Lie About My Family And I And I Just Ignore It. They Take Me To Court Often But I Usually Always Win, I Believe This Is Because God Is A Just God And Instead Of Fighting I Pray For Them. Now My Family Has Seen The Recent Texts From My Daughter And Gone To The Authorities. I Know It Was The Right Thing To Do But I'm Terrified Of Their Reaction. For Years I've Worked Hard For Peace And I'm Afraid This Will Blow It. They Are Relentless And Obsessive And Will Not Give Up And Go To Any Length To Cause Trouble, But They'll Be Much Worse When They Find Out They've Been Turned In... I Know This Sounds Biased And One Sided But It's The Truth. My Kids Have Been Praying Regularly For God To Help Them And For Them To Have The Choice On When They See Their Dad So I'm Asking Everyone To Please Pray For My Children's Safety And Also That We Find A Happy Solution To The Situation With Their Dad. Please Pray For God To Soften His And His Wife's Hearts And Pray That God Guides All Of Us To Be The Best Parents We Can Be And That My Children Get A Happy, Healthy, Peaceful Childhood. Also Please Pray For My Financial Situation And That We Can Get Out Of Debt, And Be Ok. Please Also Pray For My Husband He Injured His Back And Is In Almost Constant Terrible Pain, But I Absolutely Believe God Can And Will Help Him. It Might Sound Selfish, But Please Please Pray We Can Just Be A Happy, Healthy Family With Peace, That's All I Want. Please Pray For God To Take This Anxiety And Worry Off My Heart. Please Pray Things Fall Into Place. I'm Sorry If I'm Feeling Sorry For Myself. I Appreciate You Reading This, Thank You And God Bless You.
