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Beloved of All
My confession: I grieved the Holy Spirit by overriding His warnings not to sin in the area of sexual lust (x-rated stuff). I knew what I was doing was wrong even while I was doing it. I repented but now I have these thoughts of doubts that question whether I was sincere in my asking of forgiveness and repenting. I do not want to be in bondage to sin and I do not want to treat Jesus' sacrifice lightly. On the flipside though I also do not want the enemy to have the satisfaction of plaguing me with false guilt and tormenting me with shame when I know the truth of Scripture...that He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins. My life is no longer mine but His and I pray that I will not continue to sin but obey Him but when I do sin I pray that my heart will be soft and not hardened and that I will be able to quickly repent and trust in His forgiveness and restoration as he promises. Praise Jesus. It is astounding He would have died for me and yet how thankful I am He did because I would have no hope. Please continue to pray for deliverance and healing in my whole family. We need more of Jesus (I do definitely).
