The first three sentence are almost parallel in my past two blogs
Today I fasted yet again ,only for a day though so is was not severe. Praying for clarity, hearing the spirit better and love. Love is so important to me I want to love someone unconditionally, I know I could just exude this emotion, but I want to experience love on every level even the physical so I must be committed to the person God has chosen for me and not just date someone at random and hope it pans out. This seem hard since I desire someone to love God unconditionally to find a person who is really willing to sacrifice his life for God. For I believe I would, maybe that is why it is so difficult for me to find love because if God puts two people that are willing to die for Christ together we would be unstoppable.I would never tell my family I would actually die for Christ, they would believe I was crazy. Honestly, I do not care , I just hate the thought of people going to hell just because they do not who Jesus is. There is no excuse for most American not knowing who Jesus is unless you are a foreigner, perfect example is Nisha who is Indian knows who knows Jesus and chooses to be a Buddhist and follow there belief system. All I can do for her is pray and hope God opens her eyes through the Holy Spirit. However, to the ones in America that are completely clueless, be it upbringing or culture I desire for them to receive the word of salvation as well. Our God is amazing, when I look at the many belief systems we have and how their salvation depends on works it just boggles me. I mean why would anyone naturally choose a religion like that? I believe in doing works because you desire to please God because you love him not because your soul depends on it. No one knows the exact time of their earthly departure, so what if you do not have enough time to accomplish many works. Are you now condemn to hell, because you did not accomplish enough works for God? The idea makes me sad and I cannot began to imagine how God's children may feel that are following this kind of belief system. This is why Muslim extremist kill themselves because it is their sure fire way into heaven, imagine if my only way to heaven is to ignite myself! The idea is hard to swallow. Here is an excerpt of their beliefs:
According to Juergensmeyer, religious terrorism consists of acts that terrify, the definition of which is provided by the witnesses - the ones terrified - and not by the party committing the act; accompanied by either a religious motivation, justification, organization, or world view.[5] Religion is sometimes used in combination with other factors, and sometimes as the primary motivation. Religious Terrorism is intimately connected to current forces of geopolitics.
Bruce Hoffman has characterized modern religious terrorism as having three traits:
The idea of being a full pledge athiest confused as well, to believe something came from nothing and the world has no creative influence .
a•the•ist (ˈeɪ θi ɪst)
n.
a person who denies or disbelieves the existence of a supreme being.
I am sorry that idea does not fit well, even though I took a philosophy of religion course and Anthropology in College, however I could understand agnostic approach. They know a creator probably exist, but are not sure whom the supernatural being is called, this is the category my earthly Father falls in.
agnostic [ægˈnɒstɪk]
n
1. (Christian Religious Writings / Theology) a person who holds that knowledge of a Supreme Being, ultimate cause, etc., is impossible Compare atheist, theist
2. a person who claims, with respect to any particular question, that the answer cannot be known with certainty
Well thanks again God for letting me fast without turning anorexic again, it is only through you I can fast and not turn all crazy and obsess over my weight. The sad thing about that disorder it is caused by feeling you have no control over your life. Still feel like I am drowning in the middle of the ocean, but strangely I am not worry yes the enemy of the mind tries to make me feel helpless bombard me with all the things going wrong, but I know there must be a reason.
Father in heaven let me be a vessel thatyou use to lead other to the truth, let not any of your children perish but through me let me be a witness to the lost and bring them home to you our all knowing and loving creator.
John 3:17
New International Version (NIV)
17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.
Today I fasted yet again ,only for a day though so is was not severe. Praying for clarity, hearing the spirit better and love. Love is so important to me I want to love someone unconditionally, I know I could just exude this emotion, but I want to experience love on every level even the physical so I must be committed to the person God has chosen for me and not just date someone at random and hope it pans out. This seem hard since I desire someone to love God unconditionally to find a person who is really willing to sacrifice his life for God. For I believe I would, maybe that is why it is so difficult for me to find love because if God puts two people that are willing to die for Christ together we would be unstoppable.I would never tell my family I would actually die for Christ, they would believe I was crazy. Honestly, I do not care , I just hate the thought of people going to hell just because they do not who Jesus is. There is no excuse for most American not knowing who Jesus is unless you are a foreigner, perfect example is Nisha who is Indian knows who knows Jesus and chooses to be a Buddhist and follow there belief system. All I can do for her is pray and hope God opens her eyes through the Holy Spirit. However, to the ones in America that are completely clueless, be it upbringing or culture I desire for them to receive the word of salvation as well. Our God is amazing, when I look at the many belief systems we have and how their salvation depends on works it just boggles me. I mean why would anyone naturally choose a religion like that? I believe in doing works because you desire to please God because you love him not because your soul depends on it. No one knows the exact time of their earthly departure, so what if you do not have enough time to accomplish many works. Are you now condemn to hell, because you did not accomplish enough works for God? The idea makes me sad and I cannot began to imagine how God's children may feel that are following this kind of belief system. This is why Muslim extremist kill themselves because it is their sure fire way into heaven, imagine if my only way to heaven is to ignite myself! The idea is hard to swallow. Here is an excerpt of their beliefs:
According to Juergensmeyer, religious terrorism consists of acts that terrify, the definition of which is provided by the witnesses - the ones terrified - and not by the party committing the act; accompanied by either a religious motivation, justification, organization, or world view.[5] Religion is sometimes used in combination with other factors, and sometimes as the primary motivation. Religious Terrorism is intimately connected to current forces of geopolitics.
Bruce Hoffman has characterized modern religious terrorism as having three traits:
- The perpetrators must use religious scriptures to justify or explain their violent acts or to gain recruits.
- Clerical figures must be involved in leadership roles.[6]
- Perpetrators use apocalyptic images of destruction to justify the acts.[7]
The idea of being a full pledge athiest confused as well, to believe something came from nothing and the world has no creative influence .
a•the•ist (ˈeɪ θi ɪst)
n.
a person who denies or disbelieves the existence of a supreme being.
I am sorry that idea does not fit well, even though I took a philosophy of religion course and Anthropology in College, however I could understand agnostic approach. They know a creator probably exist, but are not sure whom the supernatural being is called, this is the category my earthly Father falls in.
agnostic [ægˈnɒstɪk]
n
1. (Christian Religious Writings / Theology) a person who holds that knowledge of a Supreme Being, ultimate cause, etc., is impossible Compare atheist, theist
2. a person who claims, with respect to any particular question, that the answer cannot be known with certainty
Well thanks again God for letting me fast without turning anorexic again, it is only through you I can fast and not turn all crazy and obsess over my weight. The sad thing about that disorder it is caused by feeling you have no control over your life. Still feel like I am drowning in the middle of the ocean, but strangely I am not worry yes the enemy of the mind tries to make me feel helpless bombard me with all the things going wrong, but I know there must be a reason.
Father in heaven let me be a vessel thatyou use to lead other to the truth, let not any of your children perish but through me let me be a witness to the lost and bring them home to you our all knowing and loving creator.
John 3:17
New International Version (NIV)
17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.
