AngelCali
Beloved of All
My attitude is not what it should be right now and I greatly need your prayers. I can smile in pictures but inside I am slowly dying and fading away. I do not want to be this way but with all the setbacks I keep experiencing I can’t see hope or faith in anything. It is difficult to be positive when nothing is changing. I take one step forward and then ten back. It is not about needing others above God but if I am sick I have no one to call. If I need help I have no one to call to ask. I just one person in my life to come home to, to ask how I am doing. I have read and prayers and meditated. I have listened to spiritual music and sermons. I however can’t shut off my head nor what I see in front of me every day. I can’t do this much longer. Been doing this pretty much all my life since I was 18 and I am 37 now. It has taken a toll on me. Please Pray. Amen.