Psalm 139
Humble Prayer Warrior
My apologies for not writing lately. I have been busy with a part time job, therapy, keeping up with bills and other appointments. I hope that all of you are in good health and enjoying the summer. Well, I have lots of updates to share...
1. The condo is in foreclosure and has a sale date of August 7th, 2018. I have an appointment with Legal Aid and have already been assigned an attorney. My goal is to file Chapter 13 to save my condo. Please pray that I am not homeless and that I get to keep my home, as I have put so much money and time into it and I love the condo very much. I really want to keep it.
2. I am keeping up with my mental health appointments and am happy to share that I have been removed from the "high risk for suicide" list. I now see my therapist about twice a month and still attend group therapy.
3. I have a part time job, but the work is not steady at this time due to some financial issues at the company. Please pray that these issues get resolved soon because I really like the owner and enjoy my work.
4. I am having a surgery on July 12th. It's a partial or full hysterectomy, the doctor does not know yet. Please pray that the incisions are minimal and not major cuts. The difference between the two is two weeks recovery time versus eight. I would obviously prefer the two week recovery time because I am already overwhelmed with debt and other problems and I don't need any additional stress.
5. I feel ok. A little sad today, but not suicidal. I am handling things to the best of my ability. I am eating and sleeping well. I have gained a lot of weight and am not happy about that. It may be the meds or my lack of exercise. I anticipate that this will change after the surgery when the bleeding with stop once and for all and I can do more physical things without fear of having an accident.
6. I never thought things could get this hard. My therapist tells me I have done nothing wrong which is a great relief to me. In therapy this is called accepting life on life's terms. My life is filled with ups and downs just like everyone else. The thing that is different is how I am handling things.
The meds, individual therapy, group therapy, self care, prayer and the DBT workbook all help me to stay calm and balanced. Well, those are all the updates I have for now. I hope that all of you are doing well and are staying balanced yourselves. Self care is so important and I hope you are making sure that you get your self care in. I am keeping each one of you in prayer and hope to hear from you soon. Please pray that I get to keep my home. God gave it to me and I wonder why He would take it away.
1. The condo is in foreclosure and has a sale date of August 7th, 2018. I have an appointment with Legal Aid and have already been assigned an attorney. My goal is to file Chapter 13 to save my condo. Please pray that I am not homeless and that I get to keep my home, as I have put so much money and time into it and I love the condo very much. I really want to keep it.
2. I am keeping up with my mental health appointments and am happy to share that I have been removed from the "high risk for suicide" list. I now see my therapist about twice a month and still attend group therapy.
3. I have a part time job, but the work is not steady at this time due to some financial issues at the company. Please pray that these issues get resolved soon because I really like the owner and enjoy my work.
4. I am having a surgery on July 12th. It's a partial or full hysterectomy, the doctor does not know yet. Please pray that the incisions are minimal and not major cuts. The difference between the two is two weeks recovery time versus eight. I would obviously prefer the two week recovery time because I am already overwhelmed with debt and other problems and I don't need any additional stress.
5. I feel ok. A little sad today, but not suicidal. I am handling things to the best of my ability. I am eating and sleeping well. I have gained a lot of weight and am not happy about that. It may be the meds or my lack of exercise. I anticipate that this will change after the surgery when the bleeding with stop once and for all and I can do more physical things without fear of having an accident.
6. I never thought things could get this hard. My therapist tells me I have done nothing wrong which is a great relief to me. In therapy this is called accepting life on life's terms. My life is filled with ups and downs just like everyone else. The thing that is different is how I am handling things.
The meds, individual therapy, group therapy, self care, prayer and the DBT workbook all help me to stay calm and balanced. Well, those are all the updates I have for now. I hope that all of you are doing well and are staying balanced yourselves. Self care is so important and I hope you are making sure that you get your self care in. I am keeping each one of you in prayer and hope to hear from you soon. Please pray that I get to keep my home. God gave it to me and I wonder why He would take it away.