My anxiety level is in the clouds. Why ...

[anonymous7367]

My anxiety level is in the clouds. Why do I bother to keep praying to God? I can't stop crying. I want to die. I want out of this miserable life. Dreams do NOT come true. MIRACLE DON'T HAPPEN. 16 years of praying on Several matters. 11 years praying on another matter. 9 ywars on yet another matter. I listened to God and lost it all.

If God was and is in control then why did he have fallen angels? If he were in control they wouldn't have fallen. If God were in control he wouldn't have allowed Eve to accept forbidden fruit. These are things I have never understood. Every pastor have ever heard says if God wants or does not want something to happen then it will or it want depending on what God wants. If he doesn't want something to happen then he steps in and prevents it from happening. Therefore, God wants all the evil in this world even though he gave us free will because he is in control of everything.

We are to thank him for everything.

# 1. Thank you God I have a roof over my head at least til the end of the month.

# 2. Thank you God that you allowed a judge to believe lies and gave 2 of my children to monsters who have done nothing but lie to my children and brainwash them.

# 3. Thank you God that we can't pay our bills and ny marriage will end because I am being blamed for it although I did not cause these problems.

# 4. Thank you for my spoiled step children who have stolen from me causing the majority of our financial nightmare.

# 5. Thank you for my husband who puts his wants before our needs.

I have to go now so I'll finish this later

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[juststepsin]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[splendidtree]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[NEWHOPE]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[patty700]

God is in total control but he gives free will.People do not want to follow God,make a mess and them want him to clean it up.He forgives but there are consiquences .Live for him,seek him love him,do for him forget about what you think you need and depend on the one who actually knows what you need.Faith is the key

 

[Nineteen51]

I'm praying for You. I see what Your up against. God please give us more faith. Jesus reveal Yourself in her and show her Your way. Comfort her with Your Spirit. Bless her abundantly in Jesus name I pray Amen

 

[hostadmin]

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